Once u decided….
September 20th, 2006 by luvevaDo not look back…
i’m sooooo in love and attached with this phrase "once u decided, do not look back…"
dunno why..ever since i heard this phrase…sumhow it makes me strong and comforts me a lot…
*sigh….what a life…mereka berdatangan bergantian silih berganti…
si A si B si C si D…sampai si Z…
i’m sick and tired with all of dis, when will it ova???
sumtimes…late at night when all the nightingale has comes out…i like to sit and laid back by myself..thinking…
which direction shud i choose,where should i go…wat shud i do…
sumhow i come up with the thought…wat did i do wrong, dat makes me go through dis kinda life…
well well…i juz hope and wish dat one day….
ya….one day…. sum1 will set me free from this uncertainty…
i’m sooooo in love and attached with this phrase "once u decided, do not look back…"
dunno why..ever since i heard this phrase…sumhow it makes me strong and comforts me a lot…
*sigh….what a life…mereka berdatangan bergantian silih berganti…
si A si B si C si D…sampai si Z…
i’m sick and tired with all of dis, when will it ova???
sumtimes…late at night when all the nightingale has comes out…i like to sit and laid back by myself..thinking…
which direction shud i choose,where should i go…wat shud i do…
sumhow i come up with the thought…wat did i do wrong, dat makes me go through dis kinda life…
well well…i juz hope and wish dat one day….
ya….one day…. sum1 will set me free from this uncertainty…
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life ohh.. life
June 14th, 2006 by luvevaToday is ma fifth day working in dis company
Quite fun, altho i haven’t know much about it…
i enjoyed working here, well i have nothing to complain ‘ight…
i’m just looking for an experience..
i love the environment tho..people are nice (so far so gud)
Now bout wat had happened since i came back
mannn..i dun wanna talk about it…but..let’s share
i changed alot since i came back…well dat’s a gud sign isn’t it?
it’s just not me…but i have to adapt wit this situation,hei…
ummm…i haven’t totally changed yet
There are sumthing that i dun wanna give up ,at least not yet…
i still enjoying ‘puffing’ haha…coz dat the only thing i can do to relaxing ma mind…
it’s a boring life i had but wat to do..i have to live with it…
i get used to having ma freedom…now i have to give it up..
aaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhh… lately ma life has been so f*&^ed up…
but i just learn how to deal with it…and accept it…
Quite fun, altho i haven’t know much about it…
i enjoyed working here, well i have nothing to complain ‘ight…
i’m just looking for an experience..
i love the environment tho..people are nice (so far so gud)
Now bout wat had happened since i came back
mannn..i dun wanna talk about it…but..let’s share
i changed alot since i came back…well dat’s a gud sign isn’t it?
it’s just not me…but i have to adapt wit this situation,hei…
ummm…i haven’t totally changed yet
There are sumthing that i dun wanna give up ,at least not yet…
i still enjoying ‘puffing’ haha…coz dat the only thing i can do to relaxing ma mind…
it’s a boring life i had but wat to do..i have to live with it…
i get used to having ma freedom…now i have to give it up..
aaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhh… lately ma life has been so f*&^ed up…
but i just learn how to deal with it…and accept it…
another day in paradise
January 19th, 2006 by luvevalife dat i have…friends dat i have…family dat i have…
everything seems so perfect…but…
is this 4 real? or is this just my imagination?
i dunno..i can’t really tell..
if this is a dream then dun wake me up…
i’m hurt knowing dat i have to leave this life here…
on the other hand…
i’m glad dat finally i can go back to where i belong..
Sumthing 4 sure…i’ll neva eva forget about what i had here…
Thanks guy…mwahhhhhh
Comment :
mili Says:
January 20th, 2006 at 3:51 am
Nek betul bgt kata lu tapi belon lengkap neg tanpa g…
Tunggu g balik n then go party harder K ? TUNGGU G BALIK LO
everything seems so perfect…but…
is this 4 real? or is this just my imagination?
i dunno..i can’t really tell..
if this is a dream then dun wake me up…
i’m hurt knowing dat i have to leave this life here…
on the other hand…
i’m glad dat finally i can go back to where i belong..
Sumthing 4 sure…i’ll neva eva forget about what i had here…
Thanks guy…mwahhhhhh
Comment :
mili Says:
January 20th, 2006 at 3:51 am
Nek betul bgt kata lu tapi belon lengkap neg tanpa g…
Tunggu g balik n then go party harder K ? TUNGGU G BALIK LO
its a new year
January 5th, 2006 by luveva
its a new year…againnn…another year has passed..so fast..feels like yesterday..and againn i couldnt sleep..i dunno wat to do..i just have ma cig just now..chat wit friend..but again i kept thinking…
thinking of dis of dat..which i shouldnt..its a new year..time to re new ma life..refresh it.
i try to have fun..find some other things to do..to keep me busy..but still the root is der..i keep going back to da same spot..
hah….*sigh…im just trying to sleep now..hopefully i can sleep…nite nite…mwahhh
sorry…
December 29th, 2005 by luvevai guess for the past month i’ve been having too much fun..where i forget who i am..and where i am..
ive been hurting so many people..and i apologize for dat for which i shouldnt have done it..maybe im just having too much fun to realise dat i hurt them…i havent figure it out who i am and what i’m aim for…
but to da extend im really thriiled and happy hanging around wit ma friends again..ma new friends and ma old fella…im happy to be back again..back to da track where i used to be…
am i doing da rite thing? back again wit ma friend and coz hurts for others…i just wanna be normal again and i hope dis new year everything can be normal again b4 i go..
coz i’m leaving soon..outta dis country..
da country dat taught me so much in life..where i spent ma teenage years here…da country dat i loved yet i hated [well its cause me so much trouble] but overall i’m happy..i’m happy dat i lived here and spent ma years here dat i get to meet so many great friends…
Thanks to ma friends dat supports me through out da year..be there for me gimme da courage…and…strength…
Sorry for those whomever get hurt because of me…
all i can say..lice ur life fully [ma friend told me dis] and meaningful..
i just try to be a beta person..coz i know im not perfect and no one is perfect…
ive been hurting so many people..and i apologize for dat for which i shouldnt have done it..maybe im just having too much fun to realise dat i hurt them…i havent figure it out who i am and what i’m aim for…
but to da extend im really thriiled and happy hanging around wit ma friends again..ma new friends and ma old fella…im happy to be back again..back to da track where i used to be…
am i doing da rite thing? back again wit ma friend and coz hurts for others…i just wanna be normal again and i hope dis new year everything can be normal again b4 i go..
coz i’m leaving soon..outta dis country..
da country dat taught me so much in life..where i spent ma teenage years here…da country dat i loved yet i hated [well its cause me so much trouble] but overall i’m happy..i’m happy dat i lived here and spent ma years here dat i get to meet so many great friends…
Thanks to ma friends dat supports me through out da year..be there for me gimme da courage…and…strength…
Sorry for those whomever get hurt because of me…
all i can say..lice ur life fully [ma friend told me dis] and meaningful..
i just try to be a beta person..coz i know im not perfect and no one is perfect…
Its just another year
December 29th, 2005 by luveva 2006 is coming soon..it’s time to reviewed all my acitivities..what have i done..did i do the rite thing or did i hurt sumbody..u tell me..for me what has been done..its done..another year coming by..and gonna stay there for 12 months..i guess i’ve been doing da wrong thing for da past year..which i shall not do..but its already a past..am not gonna regret it but i take it as a lessons for me..i’ve hurt so many people..i’ve hurt maself..wat have i done wrong?
2005 been a stressful, sad, happy and a tough year for me though i should live wit it…my life is so fucked up…but its just another phase of life…
this year i promised ma self, i promised ma friends not to get hurt again…they’ve helped me get thru this which i should thanks them very much…months by months passed by but i still cant figure out who i am..
2006 i promised ma self to grow up and not to do da same mistake dat i do…
Overall, its just another year…dat i have to lived in it..like it or not..
Yeah..its just another year….
September 28th, 2006 at 6:29 pm wahhh.. its sounds like a very heavy burden that you try to carry.
you are welcome to share it with to staffs@inti.bla.bla
hehehe
“dont look back ..” its easier said then done..
lemme assure you.. especially when you think there was something that could be done better..
anyway.. good luck =))))
October 15th, 2006 at 2:51 am In the past I don’t, but now I completely agree with the phrase ” once u decided, do not look back”.It makes us to always look forward and continue our lifes.Not keep clinging to our past.
I think There is no right or wrong as long as we have faith in every decision that we made.As for me, ” don’t look back ” is easier to said than done.There are many times, that I still regret of the decision that I made, but now I learn and know that everytime I made a decision, I have burn the bridge behind me.There is no way turning back.
Now, u will think that u’re very tired of the uncertainty,but in the future u will find out that uncertainty that has made u stronger and more mature.
I hope that soon u will be free from this uncertainty.And u’ll even forget that u’ve ever come across this feeling.
just don’t lose faith…
And I know that the wish that u’ve been waiting for will come true soon…
November 13th, 2006 at 6:32 am Hmmm, interesting but yet, weird… everyone is trying to convince that you are having a burden that is ssoooooo heavy and you need to decide and dont look back at that “problem” or “burden”. seriously, be realistic… can it really be done? our mind is created to think.. manipulate, and disturbing us, unless you are fully control of your mind, your body, then you can choose what do you want to think… the problem is… do you know who you are? you thought you had the past, some people think that they are the past, some people thought they could forget the past, but what you do today, is driven by the past.
So… the past=present
but you down own the past… you own the present… NOW
you are fully control of NOW… your mind will try to lead you to the past… but you are in control, not your mind.. but can you control your mind?
who are you? EVA… that’s your name… who are you? a girl.. that’s your gender.. who are you… a consultant.. that’s your job, who are you.. really who are you?
That will probably lead you to understand the past=present. hopefully….