last nite me and hubby had dinner at bebek goreng with cabo, io, fery
we drop off at macik pastel goreng, to taste the pastel.
The taste itself was ok. not that yummy yummy, bit dried. but okay hahahaha
okey. im lazy to blog today
i hate what i am doing now
i mean..hello..we do have chances to reset our lives like earlier this year. but why? why? why we have to repeat the things that we don't like just to play safe!!! i'm sickkkkk of it..
why do u have to be scaredddd of trying something else! out of this things that you don't even like.
i have yes i have tell you before right re think! by having this you stuck to this!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm devastated by thinking of this! see u are so damn attached to here! can't try nothing and u! yes u! asked me to stuck in here and u can go out! argh! dammit!! i hate i hate i hateeeeeeeeee heree!!!
this is my biggest regret! why i didnt stopped u by being such a fool! you just wanna play safe!!
and i have to stuck here!
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
me get annoyed
I getttt annoyedd!!! like really annoyed!!! Jesuss helpppp me :( i can't calm myself down :( please calm me down Lord..
I dun wanna waste this evening by being angry or mad..arghhhhhhh....why does those people have to show those kind of rubbish! hellooo peopleee grow up will yaaaa!!!! dammit!
My heart feels like bursting out! i am sooo angry to that person!
ruined my eveninggg!!!
i had a good day, i had a great day..i looked at my friendster page, great memoirs then i chat with my lost lost friend..
all i wanna say : just keep it to urself mate those kind of website! don't have to show it for me or my hubby ight!
I dun wanna waste this evening by being angry or mad..arghhhhhhh....why does those people have to show those kind of rubbish! hellooo peopleee grow up will yaaaa!!!! dammit!
My heart feels like bursting out! i am sooo angry to that person!
ruined my eveninggg!!!
i had a good day, i had a great day..i looked at my friendster page, great memoirs then i chat with my lost lost friend..
all i wanna say : just keep it to urself mate those kind of website! don't have to show it for me or my hubby ight!
The Dedication Night for Parents
Story Telling
hahahaha...
okay so we have rehearse on Friday after "Good Friday service" @ GBI HOB
First i would really like to say Thank You to my Jesus..our saviour.. He had died on the cross just to redeem our our sin to gives us life..
The rehearsal went okay, no coordination but yeah alrite..bit hectic and outta control so stretching out the time...
me : usher for accompany the granny and grandpa
hubby : usher for consumption.
hubby finished meeting and coordinate with the consumption team while me still rehearse..
happy he is waiting for me to finished up all...
hmm...saturday the D-Day :)
deg2an :D a short briefing then pray then helped out the consumption before i start the task...
my task is to accompany the oldies because their children can't come that nite.
i accompany one of the singer parents, coz one of their daughter had to go to outside of the city and other one had to sing at that nite..
i looked at them, they are so proud of their daughter :) singing there....
and surprisingly
okay will continue later coz i suddenly have no mood on blogging this topics right now...i'll continue this tomorrow...
hahahaha...
okay so we have rehearse on Friday after "Good Friday service" @ GBI HOB
First i would really like to say Thank You to my Jesus..our saviour.. He had died on the cross just to redeem our our sin to gives us life..
The rehearsal went okay, no coordination but yeah alrite..bit hectic and outta control so stretching out the time...
me : usher for accompany the granny and grandpa
hubby : usher for consumption.
hubby finished meeting and coordinate with the consumption team while me still rehearse..
happy he is waiting for me to finished up all...
hmm...saturday the D-Day :)
deg2an :D a short briefing then pray then helped out the consumption before i start the task...
my task is to accompany the oldies because their children can't come that nite.
i accompany one of the singer parents, coz one of their daughter had to go to outside of the city and other one had to sing at that nite..
i looked at them, they are so proud of their daughter :) singing there....
and surprisingly
okay will continue later coz i suddenly have no mood on blogging this topics right now...i'll continue this tomorrow...
Steps in U Lord Jesus
Steps in U
July 5th, 2008 by luvevaWeed to Rose
Dirt to Gold
That’s what U turned me into…
I cannot thank U enough for fulfilling my life…
I walked in my new destiny with YOU, my Saviour…
By Your Grace and Truth i survived and lived…
Now that i know You will never leave me,i can face the world fearless my Lord…
Thank You for every steps in my life…
(c) VAVADirt to Gold
That’s what U turned me into…
I cannot thank U enough for fulfilling my life…
I walked in my new destiny with YOU, my Saviour…
By Your Grace and Truth i survived and lived…
Now that i know You will never leave me,i can face the world fearless my Lord…
Thank You for every steps in my life…
Archive 2007 - 2008
Time Flies
April 27th, 2009 by luvevaTime…do flies hey…
Second by second
minutes by minutes
hours by hours
day by day
months by months
years by years…
gone without u even realise it…
i look at my blog, which i wrote months ago, some years ago…
and now when i sit and look back, i realised that so many thing has changed…
and of course many changed to a better form, as far as i know…
well i think… the best in life is to be urself and do ur best in life…
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*gee..i haven’t write anything since i worked at this new place…kinda miss friendster tho..before facebook come up..i used to spend my lonely nights with friendster…but now that i have me boo…im not alone anymore…
– sitting by myself with my mini HP, thinking what should i do next to be a better me –
Work related
July 5th, 2008 by luvevaIts been going on for a while now…if am not mistaken this is ma third week working at this company..yihaaaa..i finally allowed to work hahaha…hepi hepi hepi..
meet couples new friends..which is good..they are all nice..it was like working with a big family
meet couples new friends..which is good..they are all nice..it was like working with a big family
umm…couple first few days, got so blanked..really blanked what the hell am i suppose to do ahhaha..but then i can say im easily to adapt with new environment..and quite fast to pick up or learned things..but i got weaknesses tho..am a careless one hahaha…:p well imagined then, u gotta deal with lots and lots and lots of shipping document plus learned other things haha..
overall im enjoying working tho..Thanks Jesus…
Thanks others as a helper :p
Thanks others as a helper :p
aaarrrggghhh….
July 11th, 2007 by luvevaaaaarrrrgggghhh….wat a life…
i just begun to have a nice life, but then suddenly the wind from the past came…arrgghhh…it’s just small little thing and he found out coincidentally…
i forgot to delete just one single message that i kept in the draft, that i forgot to send years ago..which i shud’ve delete it…
huuu….stupiddd meeeeeeeee….
i feel sorry to my boo….:( i’m sorry…i didn’t mean it baby…
i love u baby….i love only you in my heart & my life…
Archive April 2007
Miss u guys
Wednesday, April 18th, 2007
me…kinda sad tho…well no…actually i am sooo sad rite now…
one by one my colleagues are leaving da company for good…(me 2 soon) hehe…
i feel so lost without them…I’m so lonely here in my office..it’s so cold not warm anymore..no more laughter, teasing and joking around..
No more Mummy - ceriwisssssnya minta ampun, ngingetin this n that, my lunch mate and suka munchies hihi…she has been a gud sista to me
No more Botax - yang isenggg bangett n sumtimes can be pendiem
No more Babe - yang ngayomin or nenangin
No more Tante uci - yang suka ngobrol
No more Gokana - yang loecoe, bit lelet (hihi..kidding) and ate bihunn all da time
me sitting here thinking of when and where will i ever experience having such a good friends like them…
Not that we fought or hated each other tho..but because we are all have moved to other better place
i miss u all guys….
We have quite a cute nickname tho:
We are RF, MC, JW, LC, NN, and EJ (me)
Hiksssss……..
Plus i will miss all the staffs later when i’m out of this building…
The hardest part is to leave a place where i spent my last 10 months
happy and sad time..Yet we still have da BIG boss DA, the most funny guy ANM, the most loyal one IR, and the most calming and patient person i’ve ever met RoS…
Good Luck everyone…Love u all
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Archive March -2007
hoamm….
Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
hoammm…finally…i have time to write ma blog…
i just wake up from ma laziness hehe…well from everything basically…
Coz in the month of February we have been thru lots of things good and bad…true??
2 - 9 feb - flooding (i’m one of the victim..huxx hukzzz..)
14 feb - valentine day (wonderful day :))
18 feb - chinese new year + office holiday
21 feb onwards - have to catch up and covering all the task that hasn’t been done yet…
anyhow…after all that planning, target, etc and etc…i only have my spare time now…
so wat i wanna share:
i was in church yesterday with ma partner…as usual
it’s quite interesting tho…it says about problem…
" if…if we see something as a problem then it will be a PROBLEM" but…
"if we see things as a CHALLENGE, then it will not be a PROBLEM but CHALLENGE"
I said to myself..ya it’s true..
why? coz when problems comes, we’ll do nothing but complaining, whinning, and stress for it… that makes us grumpy, moody, easily to get angry and bla bla bla…
but if we take it as a challenge we’ll for sure do something about it and find way to solve the problem…
really…itu membuka mata saya…bahwa Tuhan gak akan mencobai kita melebihi batas kita…
what can we do is to do the best…for everything…
for our life, our job, our relationship between humans (u and ur parents, siblings, partner, friends, colleagues, boss, etc)
soo…wat are u waiting for?
cheers
i just wake up from ma laziness hehe…well from everything basically…
Coz in the month of February we have been thru lots of things good and bad…true??
2 - 9 feb - flooding (i’m one of the victim..huxx hukzzz..)
14 feb - valentine day (wonderful day :))
18 feb - chinese new year + office holiday
21 feb onwards - have to catch up and covering all the task that hasn’t been done yet…
anyhow…after all that planning, target, etc and etc…i only have my spare time now…
so wat i wanna share:
i was in church yesterday with ma partner…as usual
it’s quite interesting tho…it says about problem…
" if…if we see something as a problem then it will be a PROBLEM" but…
"if we see things as a CHALLENGE, then it will not be a PROBLEM but CHALLENGE"
I said to myself..ya it’s true..
why? coz when problems comes, we’ll do nothing but complaining, whinning, and stress for it… that makes us grumpy, moody, easily to get angry and bla bla bla…
but if we take it as a challenge we’ll for sure do something about it and find way to solve the problem…
really…itu membuka mata saya…bahwa Tuhan gak akan mencobai kita melebihi batas kita…
what can we do is to do the best…for everything…
for our life, our job, our relationship between humans (u and ur parents, siblings, partner, friends, colleagues, boss, etc)
soo…wat are u waiting for?
cheers
2 Responses to “hoamm….”
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mili Says:
March 25th, 2007 at 6:45 pm partner ? or ur bf ?
im surprised dat u goin to church now ^-^
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-Eva- Says:
March 30th, 2007 at 3:47 am my friend, my partner, my boyfriend hehe…
love u milll….:)
Archive for December, 2006
Just do the best
Friday, December 15th, 2006 Yah..maybe post2 yang lalu gw tuh selalu complainnnnnnnn mulu ga berenti..mpe orang2 disekitar gw juga dah cape, bosen and bt ngedengerin gw X yah…
Maybe cuman orang yang senasib ama gw yang bisa saling complain juga yach…serperti lagi tuh..tmn gw Uthe balik dari Oz..so g decided to ketemuan ama die and Indri…di Citos…
Disana kebetulan my boo juga ada urusan…so there we go..three of us gossiping about wat had happened in our life and in one point kita ngomongin about life over here…
Actually, It’s not that bad tho living in Indo, bisa dibilang quite good..then what the hell am I doing here, whinning and complaining…ya ga betahnya kita (g n indri) coz ga ngerasa comfort kali ya…beda banget, temenan juga beda..kita berdua saling complain and ngeluarin semuanya ke Uthe yang cuman bisa dengerin (kacian d hehe..maap nah ti) and afta dat g ngerasa Plong!! buangetttt krn nemuin tmn yang senasib..yg kebetulan kita juga tmn maen disana…
But overall….coz of my boo jg yang ga bosen2nya ngasih tau gw and nasehatin gw, ade gw, tmn2 gw…yang always gimme courage and support kalo gw tuh cuman bisa Do the best for my life in wateva i do and percaya ama Dia.
G juga sadar seh selama ini gw tuh ngerasa jauhhhh banget ama Dia…but i decided to nerima Dia lagi (dulu pernah downnnnnn banget and make me far from Him) and do the best….
Yah…sekarang gw udah bisa nerima and jalanin dengan sebaik2nya…ada baenya juga seh…g jadi ga sering bt, brantem..tappi tersenyummm dengan hati yang PLONG!!!
Fiuhh…akhirnya….i can smile again
*Grinning….
Maybe cuman orang yang senasib ama gw yang bisa saling complain juga yach…serperti lagi tuh..tmn gw Uthe balik dari Oz..so g decided to ketemuan ama die and Indri…di Citos…
Disana kebetulan my boo juga ada urusan…so there we go..three of us gossiping about wat had happened in our life and in one point kita ngomongin about life over here…
Actually, It’s not that bad tho living in Indo, bisa dibilang quite good..then what the hell am I doing here, whinning and complaining…ya ga betahnya kita (g n indri) coz ga ngerasa comfort kali ya…beda banget, temenan juga beda..kita berdua saling complain and ngeluarin semuanya ke Uthe yang cuman bisa dengerin (kacian d hehe..maap nah ti) and afta dat g ngerasa Plong!! buangetttt krn nemuin tmn yang senasib..yg kebetulan kita juga tmn maen disana…
But overall….coz of my boo jg yang ga bosen2nya ngasih tau gw and nasehatin gw, ade gw, tmn2 gw…yang always gimme courage and support kalo gw tuh cuman bisa Do the best for my life in wateva i do and percaya ama Dia.
G juga sadar seh selama ini gw tuh ngerasa jauhhhh banget ama Dia…but i decided to nerima Dia lagi (dulu pernah downnnnnn banget and make me far from Him) and do the best….
Yah…sekarang gw udah bisa nerima and jalanin dengan sebaik2nya…ada baenya juga seh…g jadi ga sering bt, brantem..tappi tersenyummm dengan hati yang PLONG!!!
Fiuhh…akhirnya….i can smile again
*Grinning….
One Response to “Just do the best”
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Hadi Says:
December 16th, 2006 at 2:15 am
I hve seen many people change.. i’ve seen them see their values.. i’ve made some of them realize their values of life sometimes… but yet.. they would go back to their low state of mind…
you probably have experienced this many2 times… exciting bout somethings, believing that things will be better off… then you are soo passionate of it.. write it out proud.. then few weeks/months later.. again you feel down..
I CHALLENGE YOU TO KEEP THIS STATE NOW… I CHALLENGE YOU TO NOT BECOMING PEOPLE WHO TALKS SHIT AND KEEP ON DOING THE SAME ALL OVER AGAIN…
CONGRATULATIONS….
Blank….
Friday, December 15th, 2006well…after all this time….i realised what is this all about..all these fight we had.it’s all because he cared too much..he get scared dat i’m gonna get sick, coz i ate less, sleep less, hit the gym almost everyday without any nutrition goin in the system…
why? why i’m doing it…it’s just because i wanna reach ma ‘goal’, by end of dis year…but end up arguing with ma boo…
now..i understand baby…we dun have to fight no more…i’ll do it in a healthy way…for you…
Luv u bub…Thank u for ur love & caring..
Hugs&kisses…ur wifey
Archive Nov 2006
Archive for November, 2006
Cape, Jenuh, Bosennnnnn
Monday, November 27th, 2006 gw…jenuhh..capekk..bosennn ama iduppppp gwwwwwww…
kapan sihhhh berakhirnya…g jenuhhh bgt,g pengen tereakkk tapi gak bisa..gw juga kadang ga tau mo ngapaennn..g pengennn banget balik lage ke sana…kayaknya koq g tinggal disini banyak banget masalah yang dateng..selalu ajaaa ada…brantem la ma dia, gara2 pulang malem, padahal juga cuman kali2nya..gara2 ini itu..arrrggghhhh…cape dhe…
blon lage g selalu ngerepotin orang…apa2 ga bisa..
auk dah…g juga lage cape, abis ngurusin seminar yang umm..ok la..mayan berhasil..
belon lage bln january ini student juga cuman segini2 doang…blon lagi mencapai target…
napa yach..g belakangan juga tiap ari pastiiiii adaaaaaa ajaaaaa brantemnya…stress dech gw…ihhhh…..cape cape cape…
God..lemme out of dis misery…
kapan sihhhh berakhirnya…g jenuhhh bgt,g pengen tereakkk tapi gak bisa..gw juga kadang ga tau mo ngapaennn..g pengennn banget balik lage ke sana…kayaknya koq g tinggal disini banyak banget masalah yang dateng..selalu ajaaa ada…brantem la ma dia, gara2 pulang malem, padahal juga cuman kali2nya..gara2 ini itu..arrrggghhhh…cape dhe…
blon lage g selalu ngerepotin orang…apa2 ga bisa..
auk dah…g juga lage cape, abis ngurusin seminar yang umm..ok la..mayan berhasil..
belon lage bln january ini student juga cuman segini2 doang…blon lagi mencapai target…
napa yach..g belakangan juga tiap ari pastiiiii adaaaaaa ajaaaaa brantemnya…stress dech gw…ihhhh…..cape cape cape…
God..lemme out of dis misery…
7 Responses to “Cape, Jenuh, Bosennnnnn”
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November 27th, 2006 at 8:11 pm Congratulations…. I thought you have learned about ONCE YOU DECIDED???? instead of keep on complaining your life, why dont you go back and think… what should i do better, what should i change to avoid these things occur in the future?
God has been too busy thinking of how to make people realize there is one GOD, how can he see and solve your problem… Good luck though..
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Richard Says:
November 28th, 2006 at 1:50 am Don’t worry.. there is always process.. lagian gw juga lagi down nih.. emang jakarta lagi musim ujan.. the morale is low..
bukan lo aja.. tapi banyak orang lain..
proposed suggestion: group outing.. LOL!
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mey Says:
November 28th, 2006 at 4:55 am *hug
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BhUOnE Says:
November 29th, 2006 at 5:32 am Life is easy, if yours is isnt.. quit whining.. Mhuahahahaha.. *j/k*
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Marina Says:
November 30th, 2006 at 6:33 am God will let u out only when you let Him….tekker Eva….
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Adrian Says:
November 30th, 2006 at 10:50 am hidup memang didesain untuk tidak mudah, sister..
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December 15th, 2006 at 9:10 pm Guysssss…Thanks for ur input tho…wateva is dat..ya i think i will do the best for my life…
Once again Thank u…mwahhhh
Brand new puzzle
Wednesday, November 8th, 2006 In the past, a girl gave her heart to one and he tore it up…
Now…
a guy she know, did everything to brighten up her world
and tried hard to put the broken pieces back to a whole new one
she knew she is like a puzzle to him
she knew him not long ago but one thing for sure
she know she can trust him..and she dun wanna lose nor hurt him..
she is doing her best to be with him….
and now she’s on her step to his heart…
he knew and he understand dat the puzzle is soon to be completed by him…
then he will be the love of her life 4 eva
she thanks him for his understanding for his patient
and for everything he did to make her happy, really…
she’s the luckiest person on earth…
sooo lucky dat she can’t even believe it herself…
she cant even imagine of one day there will be sumone who came and put the pieces back together, fix it and paint back, the puzzle that is half burn
she knew dat he gonna make a brand new puzzle….
and HE DID….
She now moves on and lived in her brand new world with him…
Together side by side and equally…..
a bit of me in the past - Dec 2005 - Sept 2006
Once u decided….
September 20th, 2006 by luvevaDo not look back…
i’m sooooo in love and attached with this phrase "once u decided, do not look back…"
dunno why..ever since i heard this phrase…sumhow it makes me strong and comforts me a lot…
*sigh….what a life…mereka berdatangan bergantian silih berganti…
si A si B si C si D…sampai si Z…
i’m sick and tired with all of dis, when will it ova???
sumtimes…late at night when all the nightingale has comes out…i like to sit and laid back by myself..thinking…
which direction shud i choose,where should i go…wat shud i do…
sumhow i come up with the thought…wat did i do wrong, dat makes me go through dis kinda life…
well well…i juz hope and wish dat one day….
ya….one day…. sum1 will set me free from this uncertainty…
i’m sooooo in love and attached with this phrase "once u decided, do not look back…"
dunno why..ever since i heard this phrase…sumhow it makes me strong and comforts me a lot…
*sigh….what a life…mereka berdatangan bergantian silih berganti…
si A si B si C si D…sampai si Z…
i’m sick and tired with all of dis, when will it ova???
sumtimes…late at night when all the nightingale has comes out…i like to sit and laid back by myself..thinking…
which direction shud i choose,where should i go…wat shud i do…
sumhow i come up with the thought…wat did i do wrong, dat makes me go through dis kinda life…
well well…i juz hope and wish dat one day….
ya….one day…. sum1 will set me free from this uncertainty…
3 Responses to “Once u decided….”
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September 28th, 2006 at 6:29 pm wahhh.. its sounds like a very heavy burden that you try to carry.
you are welcome to share it with to staffs@inti.bla.bla
hehehe
“dont look back ..” its easier said then done..
lemme assure you.. especially when you think there was something that could be done better..
anyway.. good luck =))))
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William Says:
October 15th, 2006 at 2:51 am In the past I don’t, but now I completely agree with the phrase ” once u decided, do not look back”.It makes us to always look forward and continue our lifes.Not keep clinging to our past.
I think There is no right or wrong as long as we have faith in every decision that we made.As for me, ” don’t look back ” is easier to said than done.There are many times, that I still regret of the decision that I made, but now I learn and know that everytime I made a decision, I have burn the bridge behind me.There is no way turning back.
Now, u will think that u’re very tired of the uncertainty,but in the future u will find out that uncertainty that has made u stronger and more mature.
I hope that soon u will be free from this uncertainty.And u’ll even forget that u’ve ever come across this feeling.
just don’t lose faith…
And I know that the wish that u’ve been waiting for will come true soon…
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November 13th, 2006 at 6:32 am Hmmm, interesting but yet, weird… everyone is trying to convince that you are having a burden that is ssoooooo heavy and you need to decide and dont look back at that “problem” or “burden”. seriously, be realistic… can it really be done? our mind is created to think.. manipulate, and disturbing us, unless you are fully control of your mind, your body, then you can choose what do you want to think… the problem is… do you know who you are? you thought you had the past, some people think that they are the past, some people thought they could forget the past, but what you do today, is driven by the past.
So… the past=present
but you down own the past… you own the present… NOW
you are fully control of NOW… your mind will try to lead you to the past… but you are in control, not your mind.. but can you control your mind?
who are you? EVA… that’s your name… who are you? a girl.. that’s your gender.. who are you… a consultant.. that’s your job, who are you.. really who are you?
That will probably lead you to understand the past=present. hopefully….
life ohh.. life
June 14th, 2006 by luvevaToday is ma fifth day working in dis company
Quite fun, altho i haven’t know much about it…
i enjoyed working here, well i have nothing to complain ‘ight…
i’m just looking for an experience..
i love the environment tho..people are nice (so far so gud)
Now bout wat had happened since i came back
mannn..i dun wanna talk about it…but..let’s share
i changed alot since i came back…well dat’s a gud sign isn’t it?
it’s just not me…but i have to adapt wit this situation,hei…
ummm…i haven’t totally changed yet
There are sumthing that i dun wanna give up ,at least not yet…
i still enjoying ‘puffing’ haha…coz dat the only thing i can do to relaxing ma mind…
it’s a boring life i had but wat to do..i have to live with it…
i get used to having ma freedom…now i have to give it up..
aaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhh… lately ma life has been so f*&^ed up…
but i just learn how to deal with it…and accept it…
Quite fun, altho i haven’t know much about it…
i enjoyed working here, well i have nothing to complain ‘ight…
i’m just looking for an experience..
i love the environment tho..people are nice (so far so gud)
Now bout wat had happened since i came back
mannn..i dun wanna talk about it…but..let’s share
i changed alot since i came back…well dat’s a gud sign isn’t it?
it’s just not me…but i have to adapt wit this situation,hei…
ummm…i haven’t totally changed yet
There are sumthing that i dun wanna give up ,at least not yet…
i still enjoying ‘puffing’ haha…coz dat the only thing i can do to relaxing ma mind…
it’s a boring life i had but wat to do..i have to live with it…
i get used to having ma freedom…now i have to give it up..
aaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhh… lately ma life has been so f*&^ed up…
but i just learn how to deal with it…and accept it…
another day in paradise
January 19th, 2006 by luvevalife dat i have…friends dat i have…family dat i have…
everything seems so perfect…but…
is this 4 real? or is this just my imagination?
i dunno..i can’t really tell..
if this is a dream then dun wake me up…
i’m hurt knowing dat i have to leave this life here…
on the other hand…
i’m glad dat finally i can go back to where i belong..
Sumthing 4 sure…i’ll neva eva forget about what i had here…
Thanks guy…mwahhhhhh
Comment :
mili Says:
January 20th, 2006 at 3:51 am
Nek betul bgt kata lu tapi belon lengkap neg tanpa g…
Tunggu g balik n then go party harder K ? TUNGGU G BALIK LO
everything seems so perfect…but…
is this 4 real? or is this just my imagination?
i dunno..i can’t really tell..
if this is a dream then dun wake me up…
i’m hurt knowing dat i have to leave this life here…
on the other hand…
i’m glad dat finally i can go back to where i belong..
Sumthing 4 sure…i’ll neva eva forget about what i had here…
Thanks guy…mwahhhhhh
Comment :
mili Says:
January 20th, 2006 at 3:51 am
Nek betul bgt kata lu tapi belon lengkap neg tanpa g…
Tunggu g balik n then go party harder K ? TUNGGU G BALIK LO
its a new year
January 5th, 2006 by luveva
its a new year…againnn…another year has passed..so fast..feels like yesterday..and againn i couldnt sleep..i dunno wat to do..i just have ma cig just now..chat wit friend..but again i kept thinking…
thinking of dis of dat..which i shouldnt..its a new year..time to re new ma life..refresh it.
i try to have fun..find some other things to do..to keep me busy..but still the root is der..i keep going back to da same spot..
hah….*sigh…im just trying to sleep now..hopefully i can sleep…nite nite…mwahhh
sorry…
December 29th, 2005 by luvevai guess for the past month i’ve been having too much fun..where i forget who i am..and where i am..
ive been hurting so many people..and i apologize for dat for which i shouldnt have done it..maybe im just having too much fun to realise dat i hurt them…i havent figure it out who i am and what i’m aim for…
but to da extend im really thriiled and happy hanging around wit ma friends again..ma new friends and ma old fella…im happy to be back again..back to da track where i used to be…
am i doing da rite thing? back again wit ma friend and coz hurts for others…i just wanna be normal again and i hope dis new year everything can be normal again b4 i go..
coz i’m leaving soon..outta dis country..
da country dat taught me so much in life..where i spent ma teenage years here…da country dat i loved yet i hated [well its cause me so much trouble] but overall i’m happy..i’m happy dat i lived here and spent ma years here dat i get to meet so many great friends…
Thanks to ma friends dat supports me through out da year..be there for me gimme da courage…and…strength…
Sorry for those whomever get hurt because of me…
all i can say..lice ur life fully [ma friend told me dis] and meaningful..
i just try to be a beta person..coz i know im not perfect and no one is perfect…
ive been hurting so many people..and i apologize for dat for which i shouldnt have done it..maybe im just having too much fun to realise dat i hurt them…i havent figure it out who i am and what i’m aim for…
but to da extend im really thriiled and happy hanging around wit ma friends again..ma new friends and ma old fella…im happy to be back again..back to da track where i used to be…
am i doing da rite thing? back again wit ma friend and coz hurts for others…i just wanna be normal again and i hope dis new year everything can be normal again b4 i go..
coz i’m leaving soon..outta dis country..
da country dat taught me so much in life..where i spent ma teenage years here…da country dat i loved yet i hated [well its cause me so much trouble] but overall i’m happy..i’m happy dat i lived here and spent ma years here dat i get to meet so many great friends…
Thanks to ma friends dat supports me through out da year..be there for me gimme da courage…and…strength…
Sorry for those whomever get hurt because of me…
all i can say..lice ur life fully [ma friend told me dis] and meaningful..
i just try to be a beta person..coz i know im not perfect and no one is perfect…
Its just another year
December 29th, 2005 by luveva 2006 is coming soon..it’s time to reviewed all my acitivities..what have i done..did i do the rite thing or did i hurt sumbody..u tell me..for me what has been done..its done..another year coming by..and gonna stay there for 12 months..i guess i’ve been doing da wrong thing for da past year..which i shall not do..but its already a past..am not gonna regret it but i take it as a lessons for me..i’ve hurt so many people..i’ve hurt maself..wat have i done wrong?
2005 been a stressful, sad, happy and a tough year for me though i should live wit it…my life is so fucked up…but its just another phase of life…
this year i promised ma self, i promised ma friends not to get hurt again…they’ve helped me get thru this which i should thanks them very much…months by months passed by but i still cant figure out who i am..
2006 i promised ma self to grow up and not to do da same mistake dat i do…
Overall, its just another year…dat i have to lived in it..like it or not..
Yeah..its just another year….
Saturday, April 23, 2011
My Lord Jesus
Jesus Christ
Name above all name
King of all kings
Who on earth never heard of His name...
Even seas roar
Mountain shaken
and sky trembled
Humans...who are we Lord
That You choose to give off Your throne for us
That You suffer on earth for us
even Die on the cross for us
Who are we Lord in Your eyes
That you loved us so much to undertake the punishment for us
Jesus...
You are too precious
You free us from sin
You gave us eternal life
You gave us Your riches
You gave us freedom
Jesus...
How can we give thank Lord
How can we give thank...
I love You Jesus....Thank You for your salvation for us...
Your love is infinite...
Thursday, April 21, 2011
in the mood of blogging
hohoho..contradictory to the page memalas...
i actually in the mood of blogging today..
today i cooked myself pan fried corn (no oil) and grilled fish with egg hahaha..me loves egg so much..
as for breakfast i choose soup to start with...
For hubby :
brekky : cc cooked butter rice, so i took some hehehe and made him a sandwich..shud be filling for him
lunch : i cooked him grill fish and egg plus mum in law cooked something green with mince beef..its yummo but its salty so i cannot eat that :(
Today me replied lala's email, we talked about stuffs..esp. hot topic hahaha boys :p and she replied back
and i shud thank God for giving me such x cousin in law hehee, such family, such hubby and such in laws
They're allll nice all good..thank God for giving me such a great life plus extra spices :D
CC come visit today..for the very first time hehehe..i suggest her to buy i4 :D She stay here for quite a while. we browse for tickets and hotel.
we plan to go overseas by the end of the year or mid year whenever there's cheap ticket..
i longeeedddd for holidayyyy..haven't go for holiday for a while.. soundssss great tho holiday :D YIHAA...
The questions is when? huksss..me kinda regret why we have to open shop still :( coz otherwise we can go to rote or travelling elsewhere :( Who doesnt like travelling..huks
well anyway there's nothing to be regret..
for dinnerrr : me eat grapes + kiwi and yoghurt + 1 boiled egg
Tonite me and hubby plan to go to Puri for a walk and for buying me white shirt for saturday "Dedication Night for Old Paps and Nanna's" "Precious in the eye of God"
me have none proper white shirt to wear :D oh and by the wayyyy..im sooo happy today God :) i get to be usher..my job is to accompany the oldies and feed them and say sorry to them :D
Me likey so much, i dunno but it's like my heart fell for the oldies esp. the one that is abandoned by their kids *heartbreaking :(
so God i thank You so much for planned this...well i know i'm gonna cry hard coz me such a baby..my heart are sooo weak..too sensitive i wud say..but who caressss let it be..if i have to cry then let it be hehehehe..
yayyyy..me gonna pray for that event..and tomorrow we gonna go to church because our Jesus Christ has died on the cross for us..and then when He arise that is when we all are free from sins. the one who believe in Him - Jesus Christ :)
Love u Lord J.C.
ps: couldn't finish up my yoghurt :( toooo fulllllll :(
and lala said me kinda lose weight yayyyy...
me mum also said that me kinda lose weight yayyyy!!!!
Continueeee to diet ah no i mean..healthy eating habit :D
i actually in the mood of blogging today..
today i cooked myself pan fried corn (no oil) and grilled fish with egg hahaha..me loves egg so much..
as for breakfast i choose soup to start with...
For hubby :
brekky : cc cooked butter rice, so i took some hehehe and made him a sandwich..shud be filling for him
lunch : i cooked him grill fish and egg plus mum in law cooked something green with mince beef..its yummo but its salty so i cannot eat that :(
Today me replied lala's email, we talked about stuffs..esp. hot topic hahaha boys :p and she replied back
and i shud thank God for giving me such x cousin in law hehee, such family, such hubby and such in laws
They're allll nice all good..thank God for giving me such a great life plus extra spices :D
CC come visit today..for the very first time hehehe..i suggest her to buy i4 :D She stay here for quite a while. we browse for tickets and hotel.
we plan to go overseas by the end of the year or mid year whenever there's cheap ticket..
i longeeedddd for holidayyyy..haven't go for holiday for a while.. soundssss great tho holiday :D YIHAA...
The questions is when? huksss..me kinda regret why we have to open shop still :( coz otherwise we can go to rote or travelling elsewhere :( Who doesnt like travelling..huks
well anyway there's nothing to be regret..
for dinnerrr : me eat grapes + kiwi and yoghurt + 1 boiled egg
Tonite me and hubby plan to go to Puri for a walk and for buying me white shirt for saturday "Dedication Night for Old Paps and Nanna's" "Precious in the eye of God"
me have none proper white shirt to wear :D oh and by the wayyyy..im sooo happy today God :) i get to be usher..my job is to accompany the oldies and feed them and say sorry to them :D
Me likey so much, i dunno but it's like my heart fell for the oldies esp. the one that is abandoned by their kids *heartbreaking :(
so God i thank You so much for planned this...well i know i'm gonna cry hard coz me such a baby..my heart are sooo weak..too sensitive i wud say..but who caressss let it be..if i have to cry then let it be hehehehe..
yayyyy..me gonna pray for that event..and tomorrow we gonna go to church because our Jesus Christ has died on the cross for us..and then when He arise that is when we all are free from sins. the one who believe in Him - Jesus Christ :)
Love u Lord J.C.
ps: couldn't finish up my yoghurt :( toooo fulllllll :(
and lala said me kinda lose weight yayyyy...
me mum also said that me kinda lose weight yayyyy!!!!
Continueeee to diet ah no i mean..healthy eating habit :D
Mom's cooking
I have fight with hubby on tuesday hiksss...:'( over some stupid stuffs actually..
another game fight :D
So i called up vivi to pick me up when she's about to go home from shop, i just sat in the office while he drove around to i don't know meruya, drop off customer stuffs, go to pinangsia...
hate it when he can drove around with car and i can't huhh...
well anyway..mom and vv pick me up and finished the rest of my cooking :D
I Cooked grill fish and egg yummooo..cc cooked for hubby fried noodle..mum cooked fried riceee,,yummmyyy
Dunno why but i always love fried rice than noodle. carbs carbs carbs..i ate 2 spoonful hahaha and vv is furious..
coz i said im on diet but always cheat hahahaha...today me no cheating tho :D
Then mum taste my grilled fish and egg..she said yummy..me plan to cook it for rick's so he can bring it to school tomorrow..
we went to Duta buah @ G.G ohh..how i longed for "preserved mango" so i bought 2 tubes yihaa...yumm yumm..
back to mum house, she cooked "peanut soup" sooo yummmm....thanks mummy
and and cooked red bean so i brought home some :D for me and mummy in law (she loved it) thanks mum again hehehe..
I cooked potato fritters hahaha...it turns out okay actually..rick loves it so do i and mum and vv, daddy too full to try..
around 9ish dad and mum drove me home :d
Hubby not grumpy anymore so i hug him and he laugh devilishly :D
Thank God sooo much we're not fighting anymore :d
Love you JESUS Lord :D
another game fight :D
So i called up vivi to pick me up when she's about to go home from shop, i just sat in the office while he drove around to i don't know meruya, drop off customer stuffs, go to pinangsia...
hate it when he can drove around with car and i can't huhh...
well anyway..mom and vv pick me up and finished the rest of my cooking :D
I Cooked grill fish and egg yummooo..cc cooked for hubby fried noodle..mum cooked fried riceee,,yummmyyy
Dunno why but i always love fried rice than noodle. carbs carbs carbs..i ate 2 spoonful hahaha and vv is furious..
coz i said im on diet but always cheat hahahaha...today me no cheating tho :D
Then mum taste my grilled fish and egg..she said yummy..me plan to cook it for rick's so he can bring it to school tomorrow..
we went to Duta buah @ G.G ohh..how i longed for "preserved mango" so i bought 2 tubes yihaa...yumm yumm..
back to mum house, she cooked "peanut soup" sooo yummmm....thanks mummy
and and cooked red bean so i brought home some :D for me and mummy in law (she loved it) thanks mum again hehehe..
I cooked potato fritters hahaha...it turns out okay actually..rick loves it so do i and mum and vv, daddy too full to try..
around 9ish dad and mum drove me home :d
Hubby not grumpy anymore so i hug him and he laugh devilishly :D
Thank God sooo much we're not fighting anymore :d
Love you JESUS Lord :D
Memalas
Hah...lagi memalas nge blog, lagi memalas do anything..lagi memalas even eat anything..:(
The point of this blog is memalas...
ahahahahha i don't even know what i'm talking about..geez...
okay so i talked to yutink about me wanting to go on a trip to rote..it's not a holiday trip..it's a HMC trip..Healing Movement Camp trip..from GBI Bojong sub.rayon. IB
i wanna go..i wanna it soooo bad..to see how God works upon them, heal them, perform miracles..ugh..i really want it so bad..where i can also feels His presence...
God..i want it so bad to go to rote..Please works your miracle on yutink's so that he won't be mad and allowed me. he can't go because he has responsibility for the shop.
I've told him before about don't bother to open the shop, it is enough just by doing some of the project arghh..he is not listening. again!
if he didn't open up this shop, we wont be bother to be in the shop like everyday. we can have a free time and serve HIM.
again!!!mistakes!! but well i know God has plan for us..there's nothing bad in God. whether you took the wrong decision (except crimes) in business or taking a wrong path in life. IN HIM THERE'S ONLY BEST, GOOD OR BETTER..
If you trust Jesus Christ as your saviour then there's nothing bad in your life.
If for instance God has give you the best man in your life, but you choose the "bad" one according to Him, but because you have faith in Jesus Christ, you trust Him as your saviour. He will turn it into those 3 categories ;
BEST
GOOD
BETTER
For sure it wasn't the best because you have choose the wrong one but it won't be bad as it will be BETTER :D That if you trust Jesus Christ as your saviour :)
The point of this blog is memalas...
ahahahahha i don't even know what i'm talking about..geez...
okay so i talked to yutink about me wanting to go on a trip to rote..it's not a holiday trip..it's a HMC trip..Healing Movement Camp trip..from GBI Bojong sub.rayon. IB
i wanna go..i wanna it soooo bad..to see how God works upon them, heal them, perform miracles..ugh..i really want it so bad..where i can also feels His presence...
God..i want it so bad to go to rote..Please works your miracle on yutink's so that he won't be mad and allowed me. he can't go because he has responsibility for the shop.
I've told him before about don't bother to open the shop, it is enough just by doing some of the project arghh..he is not listening. again!
if he didn't open up this shop, we wont be bother to be in the shop like everyday. we can have a free time and serve HIM.
again!!!mistakes!! but well i know God has plan for us..there's nothing bad in God. whether you took the wrong decision (except crimes) in business or taking a wrong path in life. IN HIM THERE'S ONLY BEST, GOOD OR BETTER..
If you trust Jesus Christ as your saviour then there's nothing bad in your life.
If for instance God has give you the best man in your life, but you choose the "bad" one according to Him, but because you have faith in Jesus Christ, you trust Him as your saviour. He will turn it into those 3 categories ;
BEST
GOOD
BETTER
For sure it wasn't the best because you have choose the wrong one but it won't be bad as it will be BETTER :D That if you trust Jesus Christ as your saviour :)
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
im in a mood swing
arghhhhhhhhhhhh..i just wanna be mad, angry and thank God there's twiiter and blog and facebook..but nah i skipped facebook..too many people there :D
I HATE I HATE I HATE..
I sumtimes feel like..i regret for the decision i made..which is deciding to come back here Indo..why not stay there Brisbane.. it'll be much much much better for me and future..
but then when i thought about it. will i or can i met Jesus and know Him like how i know Him now?
No. I don't think so..so when i say i regret to come home..do i really mean it? No..it was just an expression..
im happy i get to meet Jesus here, i get to live close to my family...
but im not happy with my life now, especially with my decision..so it is a bad choice?
No i guess not...i guess He wants me to learn something and wants me to go thru something..i don't know what's HIS plan..but i guess i'll just stick with Him..
yes i am angry right now and i kinda regret of the decision i made years ago..buttttttttttt arghhhhh
one side of me : feels grace that i get to know Him
another side of me : feels so regret to make such decision
and now im torn between two..regret or not
but eventho i regret it, decision has been made, i can't go back now..i have to keep moving i have to keep walking..lucky for me i have HIM to walk with me, to go thru all this with me..i thank You Lord for always being there for me...
i don't know..if anyone read this, they might think that im nuts asking questions and answered it myself..
well right now i just wanna write/type anything..just anything..
i am so dissapointed...
someone that i thought i can share with, someone that i thought had my back, someone that i thought feels the same as i do..
had change..because of this effin gadget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we like barely talk about anything that we used to talk and share because of that stupid gadget!!!
yes i love gadget! yet i hate it to my bone!! for some reason!!!!
I HATE I HATE I HATE..
I sumtimes feel like..i regret for the decision i made..which is deciding to come back here Indo..why not stay there Brisbane.. it'll be much much much better for me and future..
but then when i thought about it. will i or can i met Jesus and know Him like how i know Him now?
No. I don't think so..so when i say i regret to come home..do i really mean it? No..it was just an expression..
im happy i get to meet Jesus here, i get to live close to my family...
but im not happy with my life now, especially with my decision..so it is a bad choice?
No i guess not...i guess He wants me to learn something and wants me to go thru something..i don't know what's HIS plan..but i guess i'll just stick with Him..
yes i am angry right now and i kinda regret of the decision i made years ago..buttttttttttt arghhhhh
one side of me : feels grace that i get to know Him
another side of me : feels so regret to make such decision
and now im torn between two..regret or not
but eventho i regret it, decision has been made, i can't go back now..i have to keep moving i have to keep walking..lucky for me i have HIM to walk with me, to go thru all this with me..i thank You Lord for always being there for me...
i don't know..if anyone read this, they might think that im nuts asking questions and answered it myself..
well right now i just wanna write/type anything..just anything..
i am so dissapointed...
someone that i thought i can share with, someone that i thought had my back, someone that i thought feels the same as i do..
had change..because of this effin gadget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we like barely talk about anything that we used to talk and share because of that stupid gadget!!!
yes i love gadget! yet i hate it to my bone!! for some reason!!!!
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Yohoooo.. lose bit of weight
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| the chubby me |
what a simple things to do..if u make a healthy eating habit as a lifestyle..
well altho the weight doesn't lose as much as the extreme diet does..i don't care as long as i can slowly lose it bit by bit..
at least i somehow dropped from size 12 to 10 :D, L to M..i kinda happy..now i wanna CUT from 12 to 6 or M to XS to my old size :D
Imagine how much i grew from 6 to 12 or sumtimes 14 or xs to L sumtimes XL..itss scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but now I'm able to fit in to size M I'm quite happy..and surprisingly last night i had BK with hubby @ Puri Mall
i ate the whopper jr :D (For craving), a medium size of chips and hahaha chicken fingers..and water.
i hate soda (lucky me)
That's hugee meal right :D Well i managed to eat them all but i wanna threw out after that. and what i'm trying to say is...
my body can't take all those carbs, vetsin and oily stuffs no more..i can't eat fried anymore. everytime i ate fried stuffs (i push myself to eat) it is ended up bad..
sooooo the good thing is, i won't crave for all those carbs and oily stuffs anymore..hehehe...
my rules is u shouldn't let ur soul (i would say) wondering. if u wanna eat anything, eat but remember don't eat it everyday, but once in a while.
i crave for BK for a long time, but last nite i allowed myself to have BK and the results i don't even wanna taste or touch BK for i'm sure a long certain period of time...
i woke up almost every 2 hours to drink because the ingredients thirst me so much..
well...no salt diet is allowed for 2 weeks only..u'll get used to no salt, but after 2 weeks u must add a lil bit of salt into ur food :)
so i tell myself to stick to my healthy eating habit..that doesn't suffer me from waking up midnite to drink water :D
while Hubby he still say NO to healthy eating habit..huahh...
i must cook :D but he did not allowed me to cook :(
anyway..Thank You my Lord Jesus..without you i won't be able to do this..
so make sure before u do anything in ur life, pray for it..He will gives us strength to do anything that we are unable to do..
Frankly, i was on diet my whole life and its up and down..and on middle 2010 to 2011 my weight has increase rapidly, without me able to stop it.
i try to diet but ended up gaining weight not losing it..one day Holy spirit reminds me to always pray for everything that i will do..so i pray to Him..and He enable me to do everything..
since 2006 - early 2010 i gain around 7 kgs then from 2010 - 2011 i gain another 13kgs..in one year. wow..that's surprised me..but now because of His strength for me..i'm able to lose the weight..:D
Without Him i can do nothing..praise Him..Hallelujah :) glory to Jesus..Thank You Lord...
PS : Don't give up, no matter how old u are, how fat / chubby u are. Yes you can lose your weight. Nothing is Impossible through prayer :D
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Hubby
A simple Love but deep :)
A simple Life but meaningful :)
Sharing love, passion, life and spending time with you have taught me lots and lots of things...
You have bring me back my heart and my life...and taught me how to forgive and forget...
You love me in ur own ways...some might says u r over too protective, some might says u r a jealousy hubby...but God say u r perfect for me...and i agree...
They didn't see what God see in you :) that's why they don't understand you..but thank God, He give me the ability to understand the sweetness of u in ur unique ways..
He saw me torn apart and He give me you and you complete me...
Eventho sometimes we fights, we argue that doesn't stopped me from being deeply in love with you..
Yes i am...i am in love with you my darling...
Thank you darling for painting our lives together for this 4 years 6 months and 6 days...and we'll keep on painting our lives together as one in HIM...
Thank you for adding spices in my life...
Thank you for your love
Thank you for your attention
Thank you for introduce me to my Jesus...
I love you :)
Thank You my Lord Jesus...U r in every seconds of our lives, Your Love has kept me, us from being falling apart.
Really can't describe You in word Lord..other than Thank You from the bottom of my heart..
I love You Jesus....
How Great is Our God
Can't thank enough for His Love..
Can't thank enough for His Salvation
Can't thank enough for what He has done for us
Thank U Thank U Thank U Lord for everything that U have done for me, for us...
Okay so..every wednesday except the 1st week of Wednesday (they have a joining praise and worship night @ GBI Puri Mall (all 1B under Pdt. Samuel Gunawan) i joined our Local church GBI Bojong for its praise,pray and worship night which the head of coordinator happen to be my bro in law..
He got the talent to hear HIS voice...and he is such an obedient child of God..
anyway start from last month i joined them every Wednesday and i can't i really can't described in word how thankful and grateful i am to be given chance to joined them worshiping and praying..
For me being there, feel HIS presence is a money can't buy thing, sumthing i myself can't describe..
every week i would wait for that particular day and prepare myself to worship HIM....(altho sometimes i still playing with my emotions - i'm sorry Jesus :( )
Like last night..when we are in a praise and worship position (sit in a big circle- coz there wasn't many that joined), they then start to speak in tongue whilst i still can't :(. *kept praying for that gifts :)
There's this one guy (from a story i heard, he had those dark gifts given by his parents) the dark spirit in him can't stand hearing them speaking tongue...he suddenly manifest by rolling on the floor, screaming and try to scared each and everyone that sat in circle there including me...he came to all of us and roar like a lion roar roar and roar..
When he manifest me peeking for few seconds and back to prayer :D, afterwards in the car me bro in law said to me..that evil spirit try to scare me but God said to me " Don't be scared by the outlook appearance, those evil spirit try to scared u, but it is nothing" then when the evil spirit start to crawl near me ko hendra said "my spirit (ko hendra) said to the spirit, dare you come near me and harm me" the spirit then leave and try to scare another person which is me! coz me sitting next exactly to ko hendra..
well i do heard the spirit roar like near me, but wasn't sure..my heart sure that the spirit won't dare to harm me, Holy Spirit gimme a peaceful and calm heart and me so sure that the evil spirit won't strike me butttt my flesh/mind speaks hmm..wat if the evil spirit strikes, what if the evil spirit harms u and again Holy spirit speaks..fear u not :)
so i calm down and ignore the voice in my head and start praying again, then it stops the voice in the head stops.
wow wow wow...again the evil speaks to us thru our mind but again if we listened to the Holy spirit in our heart we're gonna be fine :) Thank U Holy Spirit..
I asked ko hendra..hey what if those evil strikes us..he said "IMPOSSIBLE" for we are the children of GOD. He won't dare harm us..and did u see that he closed his eyes all the time? ouu i did not see but ko hendra opened his eyes and watched what the evil spirit is doing.
come think why the evil spirit can't harm all of us at that place. the man close his eyes, the evil spirit worked in his body, he rolled and scream and roar..if there's no God in that place when he rolled and roar the spirit will strike any of us..yeah its true we are sitting in a circle, if God was not with us, if we are not children of God..we will be harmed...
Then after that God told ko hendra to continue praising HIM, and when we all start to praise, the man suddenly fell with its position like "SOMEONE" just crushed him on the neck...WOWW..
then he wake up and conscious.. and wondering how he get in the middle of the circle..
when they asked him how he felt..he said " i felt sooo relief and light...
That night is my first up close and personal seeing manifesting
Praiseeee our Lord Hallelujah...He who gives eternal life for us, He who gives us chance to call our God, Father, Abba
PS : In the middle of praise and worshiping before the manifesting or i think the beginning of manifesting..He showed me that few nights ago when i'm so down, when i'm being silly to myself, when i'm angry at others, when i'm upset at others, when i disappoint HIM..He is actually there with me, by my side..
Thank You God..Thank You Jesus..Thank You Holy spirit...
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Flash Back
Yesterday...while searching and browsing..something pops in my mind..hmm..i wanna try to find whether my name is on google or not coz i've been set privacy for all those social media...
then to my surprise there are couple lists came out..i saw my name on someone pages/ blog..i was wow is that my name? plus all the ingredients u might say..
so i opened it and it was someone from the past blog.it was yearss ago...and i don't think it was active by now..was from 2005 :D *Sigh....
Someone unexpected...well it wasn't such a good list i have there, i think i might've hurt him alot :( and it says how much he misses me back then :( *i feel sorry for him- seeing that now..
i'm so so so so so sorry :( didn't mean to do that to u..i was stupid back then...
i haven't had chance to say sorry in person, but if i meet him..i surely will apologize :)
well he's overseas and me back to home country so..well if there's a chance...then u know what i'm gonna do :D
Sorry wasn't the hardest word to say anymore and Thank u seems to be the easiest way to say :D
WOOHOOO...all poetic me hahaha...
anywayyyy back to workkk...hubby face is frowning coz i just broke one of the showcase mirror :(
i'm sorry tho..i didnt do it on purpose, thought i might try to squeeze in but i end up broke it :(
anyway..God give me the best hubby ever :) and if i could turn back time..i would still choose him as my hubby :D
then to my surprise there are couple lists came out..i saw my name on someone pages/ blog..i was wow is that my name? plus all the ingredients u might say..
so i opened it and it was someone from the past blog.it was yearss ago...and i don't think it was active by now..was from 2005 :D *Sigh....
Someone unexpected...well it wasn't such a good list i have there, i think i might've hurt him alot :( and it says how much he misses me back then :( *i feel sorry for him- seeing that now..
i'm so so so so so sorry :( didn't mean to do that to u..i was stupid back then...
i haven't had chance to say sorry in person, but if i meet him..i surely will apologize :)
well he's overseas and me back to home country so..well if there's a chance...then u know what i'm gonna do :D
Sorry wasn't the hardest word to say anymore and Thank u seems to be the easiest way to say :D
WOOHOOO...all poetic me hahaha...
anywayyyy back to workkk...hubby face is frowning coz i just broke one of the showcase mirror :(
i'm sorry tho..i didnt do it on purpose, thought i might try to squeeze in but i end up broke it :(
anyway..God give me the best hubby ever :) and if i could turn back time..i would still choose him as my hubby :D
Day 3 - Day 6
Absence againn for blogging :)
Okay Day 3 to Day 6 was quite success..hmm..quite? hahaha..well on day3 me doing greattt...
Day 4 losen up a bit hahaha
Day 5 well im kinda lose control hahaha...i ate 2 spoon of rice & rice noodle..wow thats a huge sin for dieting program..
but then, i realise..dieting isnt about suffering or forcing urself not to eat anything. it supposed to be a lifestyle.
if u make it ur lifestyle u wont suffer..
soooooo..i decided to stop this mayo clinic diet and start with my own diet.
i allow myself to have red rice for lunch and chilli :D coz we are not supposed to cut out alllll those carbs and salt, coz if we totally cut all out for 2 weeks and we back to our eating habbit which consume carbs and salt we will be getting back to our weight :(
sooooo....morning i drank Clorophil with honey.
lunch : Grilled Dory fish with paprika chilli powder and oregano with olive oil
5 spoon of red rice
1 sachet of chilli :D
Dinner : i usually eat nothing but fruit and yoghurt or sometimes grilled chicken.
so i still said NO to white rice, all those over salty food, oily food, vetsin, fast food, noodle, instant noodle,deep fried food, coconut milk.
and welcome : veggies (spinach, edamame, lettuce - that's all ive been eating up to now)
red rice
grilled fish, beef, chicken
olive oil
diet salt :D
soya sauce
chiili (to burst ur metabolism)
peanut (my favorite)
well practically anything that is roast, grilled, boiled, fresh or steam :D
a big relief that i finally dont have to do those kind of diet, pretty depressing..
i will just make a healthy eating habbit a lifestyle meanwhile i can be dieting as well without fearing i will cross the do's and dont's path :D
Hay hay hay :D
Okay Day 3 to Day 6 was quite success..hmm..quite? hahaha..well on day3 me doing greattt...
Day 4 losen up a bit hahaha
Day 5 well im kinda lose control hahaha...i ate 2 spoon of rice & rice noodle..wow thats a huge sin for dieting program..
but then, i realise..dieting isnt about suffering or forcing urself not to eat anything. it supposed to be a lifestyle.
if u make it ur lifestyle u wont suffer..
soooooo..i decided to stop this mayo clinic diet and start with my own diet.
i allow myself to have red rice for lunch and chilli :D coz we are not supposed to cut out alllll those carbs and salt, coz if we totally cut all out for 2 weeks and we back to our eating habbit which consume carbs and salt we will be getting back to our weight :(
sooooo....morning i drank Clorophil with honey.
lunch : Grilled Dory fish with paprika chilli powder and oregano with olive oil
5 spoon of red rice
1 sachet of chilli :D
Dinner : i usually eat nothing but fruit and yoghurt or sometimes grilled chicken.
so i still said NO to white rice, all those over salty food, oily food, vetsin, fast food, noodle, instant noodle,deep fried food, coconut milk.
and welcome : veggies (spinach, edamame, lettuce - that's all ive been eating up to now)
red rice
grilled fish, beef, chicken
olive oil
diet salt :D
soya sauce
chiili (to burst ur metabolism)
peanut (my favorite)
well practically anything that is roast, grilled, boiled, fresh or steam :D
a big relief that i finally dont have to do those kind of diet, pretty depressing..
i will just make a healthy eating habbit a lifestyle meanwhile i can be dieting as well without fearing i will cross the do's and dont's path :D
Hay hay hay :D
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Day 2 - Mayo Diet n Cooking
Aye Aye day 2 already..woohooo..me survive for the first day Thank You Jesus :D
Last night dinner me having grill beef with salad (olive oil + lemon juice) yummyyy..
Today lunch i cooked grill beef and salad for me and Spaghetti Carbonara for hubby, i didnt try it coz im on my own menu :D SOOO i dont know what's the taste, but according to hubby its yummy :D
i then cooked Fried Mushroom and Chicken with Egg Tofu :D
Mum in law said 'what's gotten into u :) u suddenly like to cook" hahahaha..easy mum..just wanna try home cooking :D and re-practising ma limited cooking skills
Well it turns out okay tho..:D
Bro in law try the fried mushroom and say Ok..hahaha since he's not a big fans of Vegies..so i consider that as a compliment :D Hahahaa...
For the chicken with egg tofu, i asked house maid to try it hahaha..
(garlic, chicken breast (marinated with soya sauce and corn starch), chilli, kikkoman & terriyaki sauce)
Later this evening daddy, mummy and vivi came over at my office. mum and vv tried the mushroom and chicken and they say Ok..
yay..that makes me even love cooking hahahaha...
Well thats about it, me gonna cook grill chicken with onion tonite :)
For hubby hmm..no idea yet but something about fish :)
Have a nice saturday nite and a great sunday :d
JBU as always
Last night dinner me having grill beef with salad (olive oil + lemon juice) yummyyy..
Today lunch i cooked grill beef and salad for me and Spaghetti Carbonara for hubby, i didnt try it coz im on my own menu :D SOOO i dont know what's the taste, but according to hubby its yummy :D
i then cooked Fried Mushroom and Chicken with Egg Tofu :D
Mum in law said 'what's gotten into u :) u suddenly like to cook" hahahaha..easy mum..just wanna try home cooking :D and re-practising ma limited cooking skills
Well it turns out okay tho..:D
Bro in law try the fried mushroom and say Ok..hahaha since he's not a big fans of Vegies..so i consider that as a compliment :D Hahahaa...
For the chicken with egg tofu, i asked house maid to try it hahaha..
(garlic, chicken breast (marinated with soya sauce and corn starch), chilli, kikkoman & terriyaki sauce)
Later this evening daddy, mummy and vivi came over at my office. mum and vv tried the mushroom and chicken and they say Ok..
yay..that makes me even love cooking hahahaha...
Well thats about it, me gonna cook grill chicken with onion tonite :)
For hubby hmm..no idea yet but something about fish :)
Have a nice saturday nite and a great sunday :d
JBU as always
Friday, April 8, 2011
Day 1 - Mayo Clinic Diet
Because i decided to start on my diet today so last nite me and vivi went to Kiyadon hohoho..last nite having carbs...then decide to go to Ranch to buy me diet food :D
Anyway, Thank God that second time is easier than first time...feels like munch but stop it with drinking tea/water.. should drink 2L water
Cant wait to jump to tomorrow menu's :( i want fruit badly :D
2.20pm now hmm..still OK..Doesnt crave for anything yet..Yet..oh Jesus help meee on this diet..Thank you..
Love U JC :D
Me cooked hubby Noodle with only white egg and pork and vivi Dori Fish with egg (coz she's on diet, so no salt)
Hubby Egg Noodle
2 bundle Egg Noodle (asian style)
Mince Pork(mum in law cooked)
Egg (fried)
1tbspn sweet soya sauce
2tbspn salty soya sauce
1/2 tbspn oyster sauce
1.1/2 tbspn garlic oil (chopped garlic and cook in oil until light golden)
1 full hand beansprout
How to:
Prepare on a plate all the oil and sauce, mix it
Boiled water and put the noodle and beansprouts inside the boiling water, wait till its bubbly/ shimmer then drained.
Then mix it on the plate, place on the top egg white and mince pork :)
again no picture :(
Dory Fish with egg
Dory Fish
olive oil
salty soya sauce
chilli powder
oregano
egg yolk
How to :
Beat the egg yolk then pour in 1teaspoon salty soya sauce, sprinkle with oregano and chilli powder
heat the pan, put the fish then pour little bit of olive oil, when half done, pour in the egg yolk then cooked until its golden brown
You can serve with fresh tomato or boiled potato.
im having so much fun learn to cook :D
Anyway, Thank God that second time is easier than first time...feels like munch but stop it with drinking tea/water.. should drink 2L water
Cant wait to jump to tomorrow menu's :( i want fruit badly :D
2.20pm now hmm..still OK..Doesnt crave for anything yet..Yet..oh Jesus help meee on this diet..Thank you..
Love U JC :D
Me cooked hubby Noodle with only white egg and pork and vivi Dori Fish with egg (coz she's on diet, so no salt)
Hubby Egg Noodle
2 bundle Egg Noodle (asian style)
Mince Pork(mum in law cooked)
Egg (fried)
1tbspn sweet soya sauce
2tbspn salty soya sauce
1/2 tbspn oyster sauce
1.1/2 tbspn garlic oil (chopped garlic and cook in oil until light golden)
1 full hand beansprout
How to:
Prepare on a plate all the oil and sauce, mix it
Boiled water and put the noodle and beansprouts inside the boiling water, wait till its bubbly/ shimmer then drained.
Then mix it on the plate, place on the top egg white and mince pork :)
again no picture :(
Dory Fish with egg
Dory Fish
olive oil
salty soya sauce
chilli powder
oregano
egg yolk
How to :
Beat the egg yolk then pour in 1teaspoon salty soya sauce, sprinkle with oregano and chilli powder
heat the pan, put the fish then pour little bit of olive oil, when half done, pour in the egg yolk then cooked until its golden brown
You can serve with fresh tomato or boiled potato.
im having so much fun learn to cook :D
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Start Dieting
okay!! feels soo miserable already..cant stand no more :D
Decided to finally diet with Mayo Clinic Diet
Here are the recipe
http://lifestyle.kompasiana.com/catatan/2011/03/03/resep-diet-from-mayo-clinic-usa/
i've tried this kind of diet like 2 years ago and i did it, i did shed quite a few kg's but then since married i gain like 10kg's scaryyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!
Okay no more unhealthy eating habit. Should start diet then cook some healthy food :D
Tell myself to Ciaa Yooo..
Jesus, gimme strength..:) hihihihi..
Yang mau membuang lemak di badan 7kg dalam waktu 2 minggu saja, silahkan mencoba ya. Tapi harus benar2 ditaati jangan sekalipun dilanggar menunya. Cukup dilakukan setahun sekali saja ya, tidak disarankan dilakukan lebih dari 2 minggu berturut2. Saya malas berolahraga, tapi juga gak bisa melewatkan untuk makan makanan berlemak yang memang lebih nikmat. Tapi demi langsing… saya korbankan 2 minggu saja demi 7 kilo :)
Akan terasa berat di hari 1-4, tapi setelah itu terbiasa. Bahkan setelah diet ini kapasitas perut saya buat menampung nasi terbatas. Kayanya lambungnya dah gak melar lagi hahahaha :D
Decided to finally diet with Mayo Clinic Diet
Here are the recipe
http://lifestyle.kompasiana.com/catatan/2011/03/03/resep-diet-from-mayo-clinic-usa/
i've tried this kind of diet like 2 years ago and i did it, i did shed quite a few kg's but then since married i gain like 10kg's scaryyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!
Okay no more unhealthy eating habit. Should start diet then cook some healthy food :D
Tell myself to Ciaa Yooo..
Jesus, gimme strength..:) hihihihi..
Yang mau membuang lemak di badan 7kg dalam waktu 2 minggu saja, silahkan mencoba ya. Tapi harus benar2 ditaati jangan sekalipun dilanggar menunya. Cukup dilakukan setahun sekali saja ya, tidak disarankan dilakukan lebih dari 2 minggu berturut2. Saya malas berolahraga, tapi juga gak bisa melewatkan untuk makan makanan berlemak yang memang lebih nikmat. Tapi demi langsing… saya korbankan 2 minggu saja demi 7 kilo :)
Akan terasa berat di hari 1-4, tapi setelah itu terbiasa. Bahkan setelah diet ini kapasitas perut saya buat menampung nasi terbatas. Kayanya lambungnya dah gak melar lagi hahahaha :D
Daftar diet ini adalah dari Mayo Clinic U.S.A harus ditaati selama 13 hari, hari ke 14 anda dapat kembali makan seperti biasanya ( hanya sedapat mungkin menghindari lemak dan mengurangi gula ). Jika diet ini ditaati selama 13 hari, anda dapat menurunkan berat badan sebanyak 7-8 kilogram. Karena metabolisme dalam tubuh akan berubah, maka anda akan dapat makan kembali seperti biasa tanpa ada kenaikan berat badan selama 2-5 tahun. Disarankan untuk minum air sebanyak kurang lebih 2 liter per hari.
Daftar menu :
Hari ke - 1 & hari ke - 8
Pagi : 1 cangkir kopi atau teh + gula ( tanpa susu )
Siang : 2 butir telur rebus + 1 buah tomat + bayam rebus
Malam : 150 gram daging bakar + slada ( daun slada / letes dicampur dengan perasan jeruk lemon atau jeruk nipis dan 1 sendok makan salad oil / olive oil).
Hari ke-2 dan hari ke – 9
Pagi : 1 cangkir kopi atau teh + gula ( tanpa susu )
Siang : 1 potong daging bakar atau rebus + slada ( daun slada / letes dicampur dengan perasan jeruk lemon atau jeruk nipis dan 1 sendok makan salad oil / olive oil) + 1 buah segar
Malam : 2 iris ham atau daging ayam direbus + 1 gelas yoghurt.
Hari ke-3 dan hari ke- 10
Pagi : 1 cangkir kopi atau teh + gula ( tanpa susu ) + 1 potong roti bakar
Siang : daun seledri di kukus + 1 buah tomat + 1 buah segar
Malam : 2 butir telur di rebus + 2 iris ham atau daging ayam rebus + slada ( daun slada / letes dicampur dengan perasan jeruk lemon atau jeruk nipis dan 1 sendok makan salad oil / olive oil)
Hari ke-4 dan hari ke -11
Pagi : 1 cangkir kopi atau teh + gula ( tanpa susu ) + 1 potong roti bakar
Siang : 1 telur rebus + 1 wortel diparut / dijus + spotong keju ( 60 gram )
Malam : 1 kaleng buah2an ukuran kecil atau buah-buahan segar + slada ( daun slada / letes dicampur dengan perasan jeruk lemon atau jeruk nipis dan 1 sendok makan salad oil / olive oil) + 1 gelas yoghurt
Hari ke-5 dan hari ke - 12
Pagi : 1 wortel besar diparut / dijus + lemon
Siang : 1 potong besar ikan dipepes / dibakar
Malam : 1 potong daging dibakar atau direbus + slada ( daun slada / letes dicampur dengan perasan jeruk lemon atau jeruk nipis dan 1 sendok makan salad oil / olive oil) + seledri kukus
Hari ke- 6 dan hari ke - 13
Pagi : 1 cangkir kopi atau teh + gula ( tanpa susu ) + 1 potong roti bakar
Siang : 1 dada ayam di rebus + slada ( daun slada / letes dicampur dengan perasan jeruk lemon atau jeruk nipis dan 1 sendok makan salad oil / olive oil) + lemon
Malam : 2 butir di rebus + wortel diparut / dijus
Hari ke- 7
Pagi : 1 cangkir the tanpa gula
Siang : 1 potong daging dibakar atau direbus + buah segar
Malam : Puasa kecuali minum air sebanyak-banyaknya
Hari ke -14
mulai bebas kembali seperti biasa
Yayy..Finally start to cook Day 1
Yayy..I finally have guts to cook something that ive never cooked before :D
Last night i went for groceries with hubby and my lil brother..we bought ingredients for;
Chai Latte
Hummus
Naan Bread and
Chicken soya sauce
i couldnt find brown sugar at the groceries, so decided to ask for mum in law brown sugar original from Kupang :D and brought some of Kikkoman soya sauce from my house..
Okay..i'm all excite thinking of what i'm gonna cook..
All set, hubby's friend pick him up for badminton, me drove Ricky's back home and i will practiced at mum's kitchen :D
but sadly i forgot to take picture :( next time surely..
Moreover, because this time i was really just practising, the result wasn't satisfying except soya chicken :D
Mum says smells good, taste good and brings up her memoir of one of the cafe she used to eat with daddy..
yayy!! should thank my sister in law Yulia, love u cc
Anyway here are the awesome recipe :)
Recipe 1 :
Chicken Soya sauce
half of chicken
5 cloves of garlic (crushed)
5 cloves of red onion (slice)
1 medium size brown onion (slice)
1 middle finger size of ginger (slice)
1 teaspoon pepper
4 tablespoon salty soya sauce
3 tablespoon sweet soya sauce
1.1/2 teaspoon sesame oil
1 tablespoon oil (any oil will do)
water
How to :
Okay just slice and crushed those onions and ginger leave it aside
Put the chicken in the bowl and marinated with soya sauce, sesame oil and pepper
Heat your pan and oil (a medium heat) then add onions and ginger,tossed constantly until light golden
Add chicken and soya sauce then stir for about 3 mins, then add water, reduce to a small heat then leave it until cooked and slightly thickened.
PS :
Taste if its salty enough or sweet enough, u can add a bit of sweet or salty soya sauce if its not enough sweet or salty or even water if its too salty :)
ight thats about it..
For Hummus mine is too sour :(
For Chai Latte mine is too sweet..
Will def. try out another time then post it with picture :)
tada..Ciaoo
Have an awesome day and JBU all the time
Last night i went for groceries with hubby and my lil brother..we bought ingredients for;
Chai Latte
Hummus
Naan Bread and
Chicken soya sauce
i couldnt find brown sugar at the groceries, so decided to ask for mum in law brown sugar original from Kupang :D and brought some of Kikkoman soya sauce from my house..
Okay..i'm all excite thinking of what i'm gonna cook..
All set, hubby's friend pick him up for badminton, me drove Ricky's back home and i will practiced at mum's kitchen :D
but sadly i forgot to take picture :( next time surely..
Moreover, because this time i was really just practising, the result wasn't satisfying except soya chicken :D
Mum says smells good, taste good and brings up her memoir of one of the cafe she used to eat with daddy..
yayy!! should thank my sister in law Yulia, love u cc
Anyway here are the awesome recipe :)
Recipe 1 :
Chicken Soya sauce
half of chicken
5 cloves of garlic (crushed)
5 cloves of red onion (slice)
1 medium size brown onion (slice)
1 middle finger size of ginger (slice)
1 teaspoon pepper
4 tablespoon salty soya sauce
3 tablespoon sweet soya sauce
1.1/2 teaspoon sesame oil
1 tablespoon oil (any oil will do)
water
How to :
Okay just slice and crushed those onions and ginger leave it aside
Put the chicken in the bowl and marinated with soya sauce, sesame oil and pepper
Heat your pan and oil (a medium heat) then add onions and ginger,tossed constantly until light golden
Add chicken and soya sauce then stir for about 3 mins, then add water, reduce to a small heat then leave it until cooked and slightly thickened.
PS :
Taste if its salty enough or sweet enough, u can add a bit of sweet or salty soya sauce if its not enough sweet or salty or even water if its too salty :)
ight thats about it..
For Hummus mine is too sour :(
For Chai Latte mine is too sweet..
Will def. try out another time then post it with picture :)
tada..Ciaoo
Have an awesome day and JBU all the time
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Browsing
While hubby go to delivery some stuffs i sat in the office and browse recipes rather than taking care of the business :D
Naughty gal :D
Well that is worthy coz i found many interesting and inspiring blogs..should thanks "Morning Song" for the inspiration blog..
a simple yet sophisticated and easy to read blog.
FYI, I am a young wife with a limited skills for cooking...altho me nanna and mum is a good cook..
anyhow..so after reading those few inspiring blogs, i decided to learn how to cook :D
Tadaaa....
Well actually i've visited my mum in law kitchen for enormous times but i always end up stunned and not knowing what should i do..sad sad sad... :( so different to me like 7 years ago while i was overseas..i did cook and bake at that time..but now..i guess the skills is fading :(
Okay lets cut it short...
Will go shopping tonite and practise it tonite and tomorrow...
Chai Latte
Naan Bread and
Hummus is on the TOP PRIORITY list...
As i'm a big fan of Mediterranean cooking..
Ciao...
Naughty gal :D
Well that is worthy coz i found many interesting and inspiring blogs..should thanks "Morning Song" for the inspiration blog..
a simple yet sophisticated and easy to read blog.
FYI, I am a young wife with a limited skills for cooking...altho me nanna and mum is a good cook..
anyhow..so after reading those few inspiring blogs, i decided to learn how to cook :D
Tadaaa....
Well actually i've visited my mum in law kitchen for enormous times but i always end up stunned and not knowing what should i do..sad sad sad... :( so different to me like 7 years ago while i was overseas..i did cook and bake at that time..but now..i guess the skills is fading :(
Okay lets cut it short...
Will go shopping tonite and practise it tonite and tomorrow...
Chai Latte
Naan Bread and
Hummus is on the TOP PRIORITY list...
As i'm a big fan of Mediterranean cooking..
Ciao...
Time Flies
Time do flies hey..its scary how 2011 will ends in 6 months and i havent done much that really really useful apart of playing game, browsing, tweeting and work..:(
Should've start to blog everyday and try to do sumthing useful everyday 2..
Well will try to updated everyday..:)
ciaoo...
Should've start to blog everyday and try to do sumthing useful everyday 2..
Well will try to updated everyday..:)
ciaoo...
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May 8th, 2007 at 5:42 pm Thanx Va…
I’ve got exactly the same feeling as yours….
Sad but life must go on…
I miss all of u guys (RF, LC, MC, NN, u & me = best team) and won’t forget all sweet memories we had…
May 16th, 2007 at 3:25 am sory pake bhs indonesia..
va lu ko ga pamitan ma gw sih waktu hari terahir..
walau br kenal jg kan sapa tau dapet cipika cipiki…hehehe..^-^
sukses ya va..