Wednesday, May 4, 2011

RIP Feeling....

Today , May 04, 2011

hey there feeling..how r u lately...
F : i'm torn apart, i feel numb and i don't think i can survive...

it has gone far away..it's gone without i even realise it...i feel blank and numb...

There's nothing else that i could hold onto...feeling has gone...feeling has died one more time

it rose just to be squeeze to dead...

what to do now....feeling has gone...i felt nothing but hurt,  no more happiness, no more smile, no more things that can make u laugh...everything has become so miserable...tears and sadness

felt betrayed...have u ever feel the same way as i do..yeah that's the word...feel betrayed (not as in affair..no)
it's something else...

i think....it's time for me to decide...to decide what to do next without feeling in me...

who can wake feeling up? i miss feeling...but she doesnt wanna wake up...

The puzzle has once again fall apart...incomplete...who could fix it...
The vase has once again broken...fell into pieces...who could fix it...
The smile has once again dissapear...into darkness...who could fix it...
The feeling has once again die...within me...who could fix it...

God...yes this world is full of hurtful things...it's true...who could fix it..no one but You...

if i gave u my puzzle, my vase, my smile and my feeling...will u take a good care of it?
coz i don't wanna live with any of it anymore..it's too hurtful...

Let them be with you..don't bother to give it back to me...

God...i had enough...just let them rest peacefully...coz i wanna live just for you...with your new love in me...

i am exhausted Lord...i am tired...i wanna have a long long sleep Lord...

a very long sleep......................................................................................................................................

1 comment:

  1. This has been the coolest things for me to do such thing..:) and im glad that i did this. but not sure whether i'll be able to or not..

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