Friday, July 22, 2011

KOM 100 - Father Son Holy Spirit

Yesterday in KOM 100.

One of the question is this...

God is One but often divide into 3 Person, which is
Father
Son
Holy Spirit

Why?
They are One but they act into you can say 3 functions and represents  ;
Father : The creator
Son    : The Doer
Holy Spirit : The Helper

Father : creates us, Father that wants us to be saved
Son  : who do Father will, sacrifice himself, to redeem us from our sin, from death and gives us an eternal life.
who shows us the way to Father in heaven. He is Jesus Christ - Our saviour 
Holy Spirit : who helps us going thru everything, helps us to be like Him - Jesus, helps us to fight our sin, remind us and many things you can think of.

then why 3?
coz we human consists of : Spirit (Father), Soul (Holy Spirit), Flesh (Jesus Christ)
coz Jesus came to this world in Flesh, be like us.

Why? Why? such a fuss to saved us humans? who are we that He the creator wants to saved us from this sinner world.
Hmm...yeah me often asked that, who are we Lord that You came into this world as Jesus Christ, to saved us from sin and gives us eternal life. i can't understand.

In Genesis it says
Genesis 1 : 26
"And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth"

so..each all of us human represent God's images, and if we trust in Son (Jesus Christ) we will be saved coz Jesus says in Joh 14:6
"Jesus saith unto him, i am the way, the truth, and the life: no man commeth unto the Father, but by me."

and God the Father himself said that too in;
Matthew 17 :5 : "While he yet spake, behold, a bright cloud overshadowed them: and behold a voice out of the cloud, which said, THIS IS MY BELOVED SON, in whom i am well pleased; hear ye him."

Mark 9:7 : "And there was a cloud that overshadowed them: and a voice came out of the cloud, saying, THIS IS MY BELOVED SON: HEAR HIM."

2 Peter 1 : 17 :"For He received from God the Father honour and glory, when there came such a voice to Him from the excellent glory, THIS IS MY BELOVED SON, in whom I AM WELL PLEASED."

John 1:34 : "And I saw, and bare record that THIS IS THE SON OF GOD."

so it is not only Jesus himself who says that HE IS THE SON OF GOD, but FATHER SAID THAT TOO.

* well u can correct me if i'm wrong. me just sharing :)
* actually i don't know why i'm writing about this. it's just when i scroll the facebook page i suddenly become so bored of the useless things so i closed down the page and suddenly popped in my mind. why not write this.

and Holy Spirit guide me to search for the verses. (Lucky us in electronic bible u can search one word and it appear :) )
but still without Holy Spirit guiding me, i don't even know what to search :D

like this is the first time for me, obey :p hihihi..gosh..what am i earlier..rebel kid :(

Father in heaven, i was wrong, i apologized, and thank you coz i know You will forgive me :)
in Matthew 6 : 14 :"For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you"

so in order to ask for Father forgiveness, we must first forgive our enemy, people that we hate, people that we fight with :D

It's hard, it's not easy for real..but remember we have the Helper who is Holy Spirit, He will helped us throught it..

i often say in my prayer " God i can't forgive this person with my own strength, but i want to forgive this person, please Holy Spirit make me"

then i'll feel in my heart (sometimes up to days hehehe) a pityness and then i'll forgive 'em right away sometimes took weeks or months hahaha..

but appear in my mind. if i don't forgive them then Father in heaven won't forgive me and that is my loss..my biggest LOSS. so i just surrender to Holy Spirit and He make everything easyyyy..just flow..

Well i think i'm done for now :) back to my work

love love love u Father Jesus Holy Spirit.
Thank u thank u thank u alotttt for choosing me :D

GOD BLESS YA ALL :D

Dedicated to You Jesus

This blog isn't all bout me or hubby or people around me anymore..it's about HIM who impact our lives :)

i will dedicated this blog for You Lord. Teach me to be commit to what i have say to You.
Teach me to be a responsible and reliable
daughter for You and my parents and parents in law,
wife, sister, boss for my staff, maid for You, student for You, friend and in everything and for anyone Lord

Like i have told You right Father...I wanna be like Jesus..my role model.

Process me, Teach me, Make me, Ask me, Tell me, Guide me...

Yes Lord Yes..Yes i wanna be Your loved one...

I wanna be an obedient student.
for I am not who I am anymore, but Christ in me should be bigger than me, fill me and rule me.

" Living according to Your Word "
it's not an easy job to do, but when we passed this, wowwww..i can tell ya. the impact was and is so big till i can't close my mouth.
This will be easy if you humble yourself and use your heart, not your brain :) and just do it :)

i can do it, why can't you. (read "my little testimony blog)

okey a little testimony to support this.

as i told you in my blog earlier, the first love is back right :) and how i now love reading bible and pray and praise.
i really thankkkk God so much for this.
so yesterday is pay day. (me and hubby hasn't been a responsible clerk. we have used the money more than we thought. we buy this and that, coz we have not realised yet that, this business is not belong to us, this is belong to God. anyhow, because we haven't been a responsible clerk yet, the money wasn't enough to pay supplier o..o )

so yesterday i pray. without any worries, i just say to God..Jesus, i pray to you, the money is not enough to pay the supplier, i asked for your mercy to please whether you gave us customer or the supplier forget to come and collect. hahaha..

and to my amaze. yesterday none of the supplier come and collect. they only come to exchange the invoice.

amazinggg rightttt :D HE IS SO GOOD. HE IS THE BEST :)

love love love Jesus..

PS : Frankly, before i never know how can one wrote love Jesus so deeply, i can never feel deeply in love with Him. but now i know how its feel :) and its an amazing feeling

Thursday, July 21, 2011

My little testimony about Faith - Kesaksian kecil ku

okay.. Faith the word i guess...
Well this is a connecting lesson story :D...u'll know what i meant when u finished reading it.

a week earlier : in my mind i was thinking
"God how to write this esay, Living according to word of God, living IN the word of God..."
(Believe me He hears you, whatever you are going to say or even without u saying it, He knew)

on sunday : songs : God is able to do all things, in the past, present and forever

then couple days ago one lady that i introduce to Jesus, now she believe in Jesus.
text me, and she said " E, i have read about Jesus in Matthew and Marcus, i'm so touched and so interested in Jesus in person. The way HE treated people, how HE love everyone and not judging"

i'm stunned..my heart says to me "Have you touched people heart as Jesus touched people heart?"

i kept it in my heart and suddenly speak to myself, a strong will..."I will be like Jesus, I wanna be like Jesus..He is my role model. I wanna be like Jesus."

okay the day go on..until at night i went to, you can say a bible school not theology school.

the pastor preach about "how to be like Jesus" and else but we are now focusing on the how to be like Jesus part. and not allowed to complain or whinning

From there, my will to be like Jesus is stronger and stronger, my compassion is back, then without me knowing when my first love is backkkkkkk...i now love to read bible and talk to God and praise..

like weeks, months ago i sort of lost my first love, and i kept on asking the love from God again to fulfill me..and yes i got it now. Thank You Jesus a lot.

well that's not it yet..

after the bible school me and hubby went home. @ home before sleep i read a bit of twitter and one tweet from @Rick Warren catch me, it says: I'm sorry is not enough, one should say : I was wrong, I'm sorry, Will you forgive me?

i read that and say to hubby for fun "I was wrong, i'm sorry, will you forgive me?".
When i done nothing, no mistakes it is sooo easy to say such things..then snobbish me says "ahh its easyyyy"
okay..so...it's sleep time

after pray and bible.

The next day..i went to pick up my lil brother. when drives back, it is traffic and i lost a bit control. so i bumped on to other cars. Thank God the old lady didnt charge me anything. well her car is fine. Thank GOD heapsss...

i didnt know that my car was a mess until i got home, taking shower and ready to go to work.
Hubby says..did u crash just now? i was shocked! huh? i thought its fine, my brother look at the car and he say was fine, so i worried nothing. but he was wrong, the car a mess..not big mess just little..

then he is angry and furious, me scared :( and upset. i am in a bad mood for the whole day, but keep praying Holy Spirit strengthen me, i know it was all my fault, but he shouldn't be like that.

but not allowed to complain so the whole day altho me in a bad mood i kept on give thanks and asked Holy spirit to strengthen me..and sing and cry :)

anyway hubby seems upset for the whole day and i don't know what to do.
we went home, hubby went for badminton and me crying coz he abandoned me.

so i just pray and give thanks and decide to text him saying : "i know you must be hate me to death right now..i just wanna say I was wrong, i'm sorry, will you forgive me?". i did say sorry before but i didn't say i was wrong and ask for your forgiveness, but now i ask for your forgiveness.

then i pray and read bible and sleep. so i have do what God wants me to do :D

(but if its me weeks ago, i wouldnt be able to do such things, i wud text him and say that why he has to be mad, why he has to be upset, it's just a minor things, money can fix and end up fighting)
(but now i choose to calm down and give in)
it's all because of JESUS..THE NAME OF JESUS..Praise the Lord Jesus..


SO HUBBY CAME BACK AROUND 11.30 PM. I FELL ASLEEP ALREADY.
KNOW WHAT HE DO?

HE GO DOWNSTAIRS TO COOK NOODLE WITHOUT EVEN HUG OR KISS ME OR CARE ABOUT ME.

THEN HE CAME BACK UPSTAIRS. AND KNOW WHAT HE DO TO ME!!!!

HE KISSEDDDD MEEEEEEE :D hahahahaha.. Jesuss thankkksss a lotttt...

then when he wants to sleep, he hugged me and say he can't abandoned me for too long, he can't not care about me, he loves me soo much eventho i bumped his car :D

HEH??? Me was like whattt?? Thankkk uuu Jesusssss..Thank uuuu Lord.

i listened to your word and do it and then u repay me with things that i don't expect :D WOWWW...
from the bottom of my heart i thought he would just go to sleep and tomorrow will be a bit nicer to me.

but look at what he did, he hugged me and say stuffs that i don't expect coming from him.
altho he lovessss me sooooo much i can see by his action but he don't really say things like
" i can't abandoned u for too long, i love u so much" i was like :-0 "

i love u Jesusssss..i loveee uuuuuuuuuuuu thank u..

and know what it's not as hard as i used to think. that say sorry and admit our fault is the hardest thing ever.

it's not i can tell u its not..asked for God strength and HE will give you that :)

me :
a stubborn
a snobbish
a hard to say sorry
a don't wanna lose
a prestige
a easy 2 upset
me

but God changed me...to be who i am now...