last nite me and hubby had dinner at bebek goreng with cabo, io, fery
we drop off at macik pastel goreng, to taste the pastel.
The taste itself was ok. not that yummy yummy, bit dried. but okay hahahaha
okey. im lazy to blog today
i hate what i am doing now
i mean..hello..we do have chances to reset our lives like earlier this year. but why? why? why we have to repeat the things that we don't like just to play safe!!! i'm sickkkkk of it..
why do u have to be scaredddd of trying something else! out of this things that you don't even like.
i have yes i have tell you before right re think! by having this you stuck to this!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm devastated by thinking of this! see u are so damn attached to here! can't try nothing and u! yes u! asked me to stuck in here and u can go out! argh! dammit!! i hate i hate i hateeeeeeeeee heree!!!
this is my biggest regret! why i didnt stopped u by being such a fool! you just wanna play safe!!
and i have to stuck here!
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
me get annoyed
I getttt annoyedd!!! like really annoyed!!! Jesuss helpppp me :( i can't calm myself down :( please calm me down Lord..
I dun wanna waste this evening by being angry or mad..arghhhhhhh....why does those people have to show those kind of rubbish! hellooo peopleee grow up will yaaaa!!!! dammit!
My heart feels like bursting out! i am sooo angry to that person!
ruined my eveninggg!!!
i had a good day, i had a great day..i looked at my friendster page, great memoirs then i chat with my lost lost friend..
all i wanna say : just keep it to urself mate those kind of website! don't have to show it for me or my hubby ight!
I dun wanna waste this evening by being angry or mad..arghhhhhhh....why does those people have to show those kind of rubbish! hellooo peopleee grow up will yaaaa!!!! dammit!
My heart feels like bursting out! i am sooo angry to that person!
ruined my eveninggg!!!
i had a good day, i had a great day..i looked at my friendster page, great memoirs then i chat with my lost lost friend..
all i wanna say : just keep it to urself mate those kind of website! don't have to show it for me or my hubby ight!
The Dedication Night for Parents
Story Telling
hahahaha...
okay so we have rehearse on Friday after "Good Friday service" @ GBI HOB
First i would really like to say Thank You to my Jesus..our saviour.. He had died on the cross just to redeem our our sin to gives us life..
The rehearsal went okay, no coordination but yeah alrite..bit hectic and outta control so stretching out the time...
me : usher for accompany the granny and grandpa
hubby : usher for consumption.
hubby finished meeting and coordinate with the consumption team while me still rehearse..
happy he is waiting for me to finished up all...
hmm...saturday the D-Day :)
deg2an :D a short briefing then pray then helped out the consumption before i start the task...
my task is to accompany the oldies because their children can't come that nite.
i accompany one of the singer parents, coz one of their daughter had to go to outside of the city and other one had to sing at that nite..
i looked at them, they are so proud of their daughter :) singing there....
and surprisingly
okay will continue later coz i suddenly have no mood on blogging this topics right now...i'll continue this tomorrow...
hahahaha...
okay so we have rehearse on Friday after "Good Friday service" @ GBI HOB
First i would really like to say Thank You to my Jesus..our saviour.. He had died on the cross just to redeem our our sin to gives us life..
The rehearsal went okay, no coordination but yeah alrite..bit hectic and outta control so stretching out the time...
me : usher for accompany the granny and grandpa
hubby : usher for consumption.
hubby finished meeting and coordinate with the consumption team while me still rehearse..
happy he is waiting for me to finished up all...
hmm...saturday the D-Day :)
deg2an :D a short briefing then pray then helped out the consumption before i start the task...
my task is to accompany the oldies because their children can't come that nite.
i accompany one of the singer parents, coz one of their daughter had to go to outside of the city and other one had to sing at that nite..
i looked at them, they are so proud of their daughter :) singing there....
and surprisingly
okay will continue later coz i suddenly have no mood on blogging this topics right now...i'll continue this tomorrow...
Steps in U Lord Jesus
Steps in U
July 5th, 2008 by luvevaWeed to Rose
Dirt to Gold
That’s what U turned me into…
I cannot thank U enough for fulfilling my life…
I walked in my new destiny with YOU, my Saviour…
By Your Grace and Truth i survived and lived…
Now that i know You will never leave me,i can face the world fearless my Lord…
Thank You for every steps in my life…
(c) VAVADirt to Gold
That’s what U turned me into…
I cannot thank U enough for fulfilling my life…
I walked in my new destiny with YOU, my Saviour…
By Your Grace and Truth i survived and lived…
Now that i know You will never leave me,i can face the world fearless my Lord…
Thank You for every steps in my life…
Archive 2007 - 2008
Time Flies
April 27th, 2009 by luvevaTime…do flies hey…
Second by second
minutes by minutes
hours by hours
day by day
months by months
years by years…
gone without u even realise it…
i look at my blog, which i wrote months ago, some years ago…
and now when i sit and look back, i realised that so many thing has changed…
and of course many changed to a better form, as far as i know…
well i think… the best in life is to be urself and do ur best in life…
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*gee..i haven’t write anything since i worked at this new place…kinda miss friendster tho..before facebook come up..i used to spend my lonely nights with friendster…but now that i have me boo…im not alone anymore…
– sitting by myself with my mini HP, thinking what should i do next to be a better me –
Work related
July 5th, 2008 by luvevaIts been going on for a while now…if am not mistaken this is ma third week working at this company..yihaaaa..i finally allowed to work hahaha…hepi hepi hepi..
meet couples new friends..which is good..they are all nice..it was like working with a big family
meet couples new friends..which is good..they are all nice..it was like working with a big family
umm…couple first few days, got so blanked..really blanked what the hell am i suppose to do ahhaha..but then i can say im easily to adapt with new environment..and quite fast to pick up or learned things..but i got weaknesses tho..am a careless one hahaha…:p well imagined then, u gotta deal with lots and lots and lots of shipping document plus learned other things haha..
overall im enjoying working tho..Thanks Jesus…
Thanks others as a helper :p
Thanks others as a helper :p
aaarrrggghhh….
July 11th, 2007 by luvevaaaaarrrrgggghhh….wat a life…
i just begun to have a nice life, but then suddenly the wind from the past came…arrgghhh…it’s just small little thing and he found out coincidentally…
i forgot to delete just one single message that i kept in the draft, that i forgot to send years ago..which i shud’ve delete it…
huuu….stupiddd meeeeeeeee….
i feel sorry to my boo….:( i’m sorry…i didn’t mean it baby…
i love u baby….i love only you in my heart & my life…
Archive April 2007
Miss u guys
Wednesday, April 18th, 2007
me…kinda sad tho…well no…actually i am sooo sad rite now…
one by one my colleagues are leaving da company for good…(me 2 soon) hehe…
i feel so lost without them…I’m so lonely here in my office..it’s so cold not warm anymore..no more laughter, teasing and joking around..
No more Mummy - ceriwisssssnya minta ampun, ngingetin this n that, my lunch mate and suka munchies hihi…she has been a gud sista to me
No more Botax - yang isenggg bangett n sumtimes can be pendiem
No more Babe - yang ngayomin or nenangin
No more Tante uci - yang suka ngobrol
No more Gokana - yang loecoe, bit lelet (hihi..kidding) and ate bihunn all da time
me sitting here thinking of when and where will i ever experience having such a good friends like them…
Not that we fought or hated each other tho..but because we are all have moved to other better place
i miss u all guys….
We have quite a cute nickname tho:
We are RF, MC, JW, LC, NN, and EJ (me)
Hiksssss……..
Plus i will miss all the staffs later when i’m out of this building…
The hardest part is to leave a place where i spent my last 10 months
happy and sad time..Yet we still have da BIG boss DA, the most funny guy ANM, the most loyal one IR, and the most calming and patient person i’ve ever met RoS…
Good Luck everyone…Love u all
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Archive March -2007
hoamm….
Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
hoammm…finally…i have time to write ma blog…
i just wake up from ma laziness hehe…well from everything basically…
Coz in the month of February we have been thru lots of things good and bad…true??
2 - 9 feb - flooding (i’m one of the victim..huxx hukzzz..)
14 feb - valentine day (wonderful day :))
18 feb - chinese new year + office holiday
21 feb onwards - have to catch up and covering all the task that hasn’t been done yet…
anyhow…after all that planning, target, etc and etc…i only have my spare time now…
so wat i wanna share:
i was in church yesterday with ma partner…as usual
it’s quite interesting tho…it says about problem…
" if…if we see something as a problem then it will be a PROBLEM" but…
"if we see things as a CHALLENGE, then it will not be a PROBLEM but CHALLENGE"
I said to myself..ya it’s true..
why? coz when problems comes, we’ll do nothing but complaining, whinning, and stress for it… that makes us grumpy, moody, easily to get angry and bla bla bla…
but if we take it as a challenge we’ll for sure do something about it and find way to solve the problem…
really…itu membuka mata saya…bahwa Tuhan gak akan mencobai kita melebihi batas kita…
what can we do is to do the best…for everything…
for our life, our job, our relationship between humans (u and ur parents, siblings, partner, friends, colleagues, boss, etc)
soo…wat are u waiting for?
cheers
i just wake up from ma laziness hehe…well from everything basically…
Coz in the month of February we have been thru lots of things good and bad…true??
2 - 9 feb - flooding (i’m one of the victim..huxx hukzzz..)
14 feb - valentine day (wonderful day :))
18 feb - chinese new year + office holiday
21 feb onwards - have to catch up and covering all the task that hasn’t been done yet…
anyhow…after all that planning, target, etc and etc…i only have my spare time now…
so wat i wanna share:
i was in church yesterday with ma partner…as usual
it’s quite interesting tho…it says about problem…
" if…if we see something as a problem then it will be a PROBLEM" but…
"if we see things as a CHALLENGE, then it will not be a PROBLEM but CHALLENGE"
I said to myself..ya it’s true..
why? coz when problems comes, we’ll do nothing but complaining, whinning, and stress for it… that makes us grumpy, moody, easily to get angry and bla bla bla…
but if we take it as a challenge we’ll for sure do something about it and find way to solve the problem…
really…itu membuka mata saya…bahwa Tuhan gak akan mencobai kita melebihi batas kita…
what can we do is to do the best…for everything…
for our life, our job, our relationship between humans (u and ur parents, siblings, partner, friends, colleagues, boss, etc)
soo…wat are u waiting for?
cheers
2 Responses to “hoamm….”
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mili Says:
March 25th, 2007 at 6:45 pm partner ? or ur bf ?
im surprised dat u goin to church now ^-^
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-Eva- Says:
March 30th, 2007 at 3:47 am my friend, my partner, my boyfriend hehe…
love u milll….:)
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May 8th, 2007 at 5:42 pm Thanx Va…
I’ve got exactly the same feeling as yours….
Sad but life must go on…
I miss all of u guys (RF, LC, MC, NN, u & me = best team) and won’t forget all sweet memories we had…
May 16th, 2007 at 3:25 am sory pake bhs indonesia..
va lu ko ga pamitan ma gw sih waktu hari terahir..
walau br kenal jg kan sapa tau dapet cipika cipiki…hehehe..^-^
sukses ya va..